*=intrigue=*

Monday, December 24, 2007

~ 12/24/2007 07:54:00 PM ~

i've MOVED! :)
click "moved" to be redirected to my new blog.

Sunday, December 23, 2007

~ 12/23/2007 09:32:00 PM ~

i finished NOBUTA WO PRODUCE today.
zomg.
it's fantabulous to the max, i swear.
:D
"AKIRA SHOCK!" <3 anywayyyy, i decided that i'm not made for this kinda marathon. after watching 7 episodes in a row, my head is throbbing like the veriest bitch.
BAKA.

oh and what do people like me do when they're bored? some really horrible photoshopping. the original picture:

after editing...

YAH LAH! i know my head doesn't look proportionate to the body. but i never once said imma pro photoshopper like yinny. :(

NEXT ONE!

original:

after editing...

HAHA. i know you can't really tell the difference in this one.
that means... MY FACE LOOKS PRETTY MUCH LIKE RAINIE'S FROM THIS ANGLE.
wahahaha. :D

okay, forgive me.
i was just really bored, and decided to play around with photoshop. :/
my comm issues documents have been lying open since 2pm.
*sigh*
down to serious stuff like (*stares at msword*) comm issues and feature... tomorrow.

Saturday, December 22, 2007

~ 12/22/2007 01:10:00 PM ~

i just checked the academic calendar, and the speed time passes hit me again. hard.
it's more or less only 2 more months till the year 3s in npkfc - jin, purple and an - graduate.
am kinda missing them already.
and to speak the truth, i'm kinda worried about how we will fare after they leave.
then, when i looked further down the acad calendar and glanced at the acad year 2008...
it hit me even harder.
feels like I'M gonna graduate soon too.
there'll only be school till october next year... and then it's attachment.
despite its perpetually looming deadlines that stress us all out, i realised that i actually kinda like all these projects.
and... like many others, i have nooooo idea what to do after graduation.
have a little inkling of what i wanna do, but yet there's something holding back.
:X
*smacks self* it's about time to settle on one course of action you dumb girl!

OH. on a lighter note... pegs and i were talking about post-graduation yesterday.
and we both wanna go overseas!
i wanna go shop and eat at taiwannnn! :D
and backpacking in europe.
it's time to start working and saving!

anyway, i think if i don't write things down..
i prolly won't get down to doing them.
so here's what i absolutely HAVE to get done by end of the holidays.
~~1. radio script~~
2. feature interviews + outline
3. hopefully get started on feature article
4. 30-40 pages of creative journal
5. comm issues
6. pr planning survey

p.s.
after waiting more than a year... I'M FINALLY GONNA GET THE NGEE ANN JACKET!
yayness. *jumps around excitedly*

Thursday, December 20, 2007

~ 12/20/2007 01:26:00 AM ~

okay, i decided enough is enough.
taylor swift's "picture to burn" aptly describes my feelings now.

as far as i'm concerned, you're just another picture to burn.

the only regret i have is that... we couldn't even remain friends.
but then again, on second thought... it's a good thing.
your ego was more important to you than i was.
self-righteousness isn't bad, but when you let it rule you...
you lose people.

"fucking blamers" was his shoutout on friendster.
looking at things from his mindset, it was pretty obvious who he's referring to.
but hey, he wanted to hear it straight from me, and so i granted his wish.
and oh, to think he would turn it around.
i was really hurt and whatnot at first. but hey, i'm healing.
thanks to the lovelies around me.
now i'm just angry.
and sad. not for myself, but for him.
he'd never be able to get past himself enough to experience the love that mere friends can give.

okay, last post on him already.
i promise.
*solemn look*

sheereen, you must jiayou too okay!
and ashley, have fun in europe AND DON'T QUARREL ALREADY LAH. :D

Wednesday, December 19, 2007

~ 12/19/2007 02:10:00 AM ~

photoshoot with jin the beaver today/yesterday!

finally no more ci2 xiang2 face in photos!
:D
anyway, the shoot photos will be posted when i get them. :D
today was a good good day cuz jin was super amusing.
and i suspect he's a closet gay cuz he kept trying to shoot sparks at the photographer.
baka. :P

i so need to get started on feature writing and com issues!
*smacks self*

Monday, December 17, 2007

~ 12/17/2007 02:59:00 AM ~

i've fallen in love with arsenal.
so darn many hot guys, i swear.
:D :D :D

cesc fabregas, number 4.
2 years older, and hot.
*swoons*

nicklas bendtner, number 26.
hella hot, and hella young too!
he's only one year older, zomg!
*swoons harder*

i wanna watch more arsenal matches!
okay, am sleepy.
bye.

Sunday, December 16, 2007

~ 12/16/2007 07:35:00 PM ~

i swear i'm so pissed off.
bought wag the dog dvd online, and the seller's a total bitch!
fucking hell, just cuz she's the seller she's totally unaccomodating.
the first incident took place yesterday, when we were trying to arrange for a meet-up today.
seller: "i'll be at holland road tomorrow. before 12pm."
me: "alright, i'll meet you 12pm at buona vista mrt tomorrow then?"
seller: "where do you stay?"
me: "tanah merah."
seller: "then you should meet up with me today at 7pm at changi what, isn't it more convenient?"
me: "i told you i have something on and can't make it, right?"
seller: "okay, then 12pm at holland tomorrow. take it or leave it."
me: "holland is near buona vista, right? that's why i told you i'll meet you there. i'm already trying to accomodate you, okay?"

then the seller fucking ignored me. =.=

next. and i'm still smsing her now.
seller: "i'll be at suntec till 10.30pm. can you meet?"
me: "okay! can i meet you at city hall mrt at 9? cuz i have to rush off"
seller: "no. not convenient. i have my babies with me."
me: "oh, alright. then i meet you 9 at suntec entrance? the one with diva nails?"
seller: "why don't i meet you at the carrefour entrance instead? the shuttle bus queue."
me: "no, i'm gonna walk there. and i told you i have to rush off. am already trying to accomodate you, can't you give way too?"

ROARRR!
fucker lor.
and i think i need lessons on anger management.
have so much pent-up frustration recently that i've been blowing up at practically everyone.
and i need to hit something, anything.
or maybe a run. :)
i realised that... frustration, sadness, and anger are really good motivations to run further and faster.

~ 12/16/2007 01:14:00 AM ~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHEEREEN M'LOVE. :)
happy legal 18th, and enjoy clubbing.
don't get addicted ah!
*wags finger*

can't wait to club next wednesday.
MOS! who's up for it?

anyway, on a side note.
i felt slightly better after crying a lil today.
thanks sheereen and ah ma for being there. <3
am only giving myself one more crying stint before i stop all this crap.
good night.

Thursday, December 13, 2007

~ 12/13/2007 11:37:00 PM ~

and so the great confrontation finally came.
it hurt, yes.
it hurt so bad.
"it would hurt less if you just stabbed me with a blunt knife."
or perhaps run me over with a cement mixer.
but somehow, he managed to turn the conversation around once again.
and i feel so damn guilty.
and sad.
and angry.
i need to cry.
but the tears don't seem to be coming - they all seem to be stuck at the throat.
i should have known better than to tell him straight.
i should have known that he's not the kind who'd have been able to take such stuff.
if i'd been more discerning, maybe we could still have been friends.
fuck. help me. please.
i was doing well without you, and you had to come and mess my life up.
and now, thanks for leaving me lying in the dust.

12:03:09 AM Grumpy Wizard: an aint ever coming back
12:03:38 AM Grumpy Wizard: sweet dreams

Monday, December 10, 2007

~ 12/10/2007 08:59:00 AM ~

dinner with the besties was fantabulous!
although christine the cock pangsehed us, we had lotsa fun.
and the ice cream gallery at eastwood has really yummy ice cream.
we had zi char at hong kong street, and headed there to try it out.
definitely not a bad choice, i must say.
anyway, pictures!

the plates (relatively) scraped clean. :)
the three of us had sam lor hor fun, oat meal prawns, sambal kang kong, fried tofu, prawn sauce chicken, plus two rice for menghow and lina.

the ice-cream! of course, i'm not as gluttony as you think so alright!
the three scoops were shared between lina and me!
damn yummy okay!
strawberry cheesecake, natural yogurt with cashew, and durian.
*smacks lips*
i wanna go have moreeeeee!

the three of us at ice cream gallery!
the place looks big right! but actually it's damn tiny.
like... damn squeezy with 5 people inside already!
the staff there takes good photos though! (^ evidence!)

and here you go, presenting...
alexis the pseudo biker babe.
i feel damn sad.
cuz i dont have the seh like lina does.
*WAILS*

haha. anyway it's always great hanging out with menghow and lina!
it's like love to the max i swear.
can forget all troubles and just enjoy ourselves. :)
thanks, loves.

p.s.
menghow, take care of yourself in camp.
we'll see you after you get out from the two weeks' confinement. <3
and although lina prolly won't see this, good luck with your guy. ;)

Saturday, December 08, 2007

~ 12/08/2007 03:12:00 PM ~

i think this song rocks.

Last Christmas
I gave you my heart
But the very next day, you gave it away
This year
To save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

Once bitten and twice shy
I keep my distance
But you still catch my eye
Tell me baby
Do you recognize me?

Well
It's been a year
It doesn't surprise me
Happy Christmas,
I wrapped it up and sent it
With a note saying "I love you"
I meant it
Now I know what a fool I've been
But if you kissed me now
I know you'd fool me again

I guess I was a shoulder to cry on
A face, a lover with a fire in her heart
A man under cover but
You tore me apart,
Now I've found a real love you'll never fool me again

may not be christmas per se, but hey.. it applies.
anyway, i really should stop all this emo shit.
and i should start the self-control.
what happened to all that self-respect that's TALKED about?
just flew out the window like a lil birdie.
ah well, okay give me till christmas.
i promise i'll stop all this nonsense.
it's not worth it, cuz , afterall... it's just a waste of energy and time.

on a lighter note, i'm going out for dinner with the besties later!
can't wait.
<3s

Wednesday, December 05, 2007

~ 12/05/2007 05:51:00 PM ~

the yearning for something that'll bring me away from here.
they think it isn't real.
but i know better, or do i?
was everything just an illusion, something i conjured out from nowhere?
i want to go to the beach, look out at the sea and lose myself in it.

being stepped upon because he knows i can be taken advantage of.
i faked a smile so he won't see.
but it's time to put it down and get some sleep at night.
i'm not an object to be toyed with.
please understand that someone else's pain is not for gain.
credits rolled, curtains closed.

~ 12/05/2007 01:39:00 AM ~

PR down. JOURNEY WEBSITE down.
finally, a breather.
i can't believe i fell asleep last night thinking about how to edit my navbar to make it nicer.
and i actually dreamt of html codes.
ZOMG.

Monday, December 03, 2007

~ 12/03/2007 11:06:00 PM ~

okay i know i've been really lazy. not updating and all that.
first things first. I WANNA RANT.
yday when on the way back from bugis with sheereen after studying, we met two really ungentlemanly banglas on the train. (okay, i know you're thinking "ah fuck, they're banglas what. how gentlemanly do you expect them to be")
but anyway that's not the point.
there were two empty seats what, so sheereen and i chionged towards it.
BUT BUT, THESE TWO BANGLAS MORE KIASU THAN ME!
and they kinda like stared at me, then plonked down onto the seats.
FUCKERS! roar!
i swear i nearly expired from anger on the spot.
just shouted "fuck! like what the hell!" right into their faces, and of course, in front of everyone else in the carriage.
=.=
those idiots just stared at me and laughed though.
BAH!

okay next up. on to my relatively boring social life.
pictures say it all.

first time at dbl o. music was... *cough*. but loved the drinks there. shots for $3. baileys for $6. LIKE WHERE CAN YOU GET PRICES LIKE THAT!?
sheereen and i got picked up by the same freaking guy.
so desperate can.
and the worst thing was he didn't have the guts to come up to us to give us the "can i get to know you" coaster.
=.=
had to ask his friends to come give it to us.
URGH.
oh, and i drank till i nearly got drunk.
SELF-CONTROL PLEASE, ALEXIS.
but the company was great, so it was fantabulously fun! :D
i need to shop for more clubbing clothes. SHEEREEN! SHOPPING SPREE PLEASE. :D

on to studies.
had radio console practical test.
thankfully that went rather smoothly, and i got an A+.
love big mama so darn much.
her lovely voice and leniency.
*daydreams about "it's a frosty wednesday morning..."*
:P (ashley!)
and feature assignment 1 is finally gone!
finished my stupid website, like finally.
now it's time to get down to starting on my creative journal.
it's sucha huge turn-off.

okay it's time to sleep.
haven't been getting enough sleep thanks to jin and his clubbing ideas.
=.=