i've kinda been... too lazy to blog recently.
anyway, it's week 3 and almost all of us are drained already.
fuck man. what kinda semester is this turning out to be?
i still haven't adjusted to school life.
and the timetable sucks.
i dislike how i end at 6 on tues and thurs.
:( miss sleeping in the clubhouse with An. ROAR!

oh. i read the papers the other day on how section 377a of the penal code will not be changed.
but.. that's not the main point.
the main point is how childish singaporeans become while trying to put forth their views.
the article talked about how singaporeans get so uncouth and uncivilised while debating the subject.
really, i am immensely ashamed my singaporeans' lack of control, and narrow-mindedness.
speaking of narrow-mindedness, it brings me to my next point.
what is wrong with changing section 377a?
it is so discriminatory.
isn't singapore trying to get rid of discrimination? wait, okay.. not get rid of it, but at least lessen it.
even though the government said that they won't enforce this law actively, it is still a niggling presence, however (not-so)subtle.
Today newspaper claims that if section 377a was changed, religious groups, homophobics and whatnot will start questioning their importance in soiciety.
but it's time those groups came to their senses.
i mean, seriously what IS wrong with gays and lesbians?
don't give me that moralistic and religious crap - that is just something given by narrow-minded idiots who care only for themselves, and their "dream society".
they are merely hiding behind those excuses so as to cover up the real reasons - that they cannot accept the thought of gays having sex, sticking their equipment into each others' anuses.
but... HELLO? what IS wrong with that?
even men and women have anal sex between them, so give me a reason why gays can't do the same.
homos are just like us, with the exception of their sexual orientation... and THAT can't really be helped.
they deserve respect. just like any one of us.
and just as how we want to show the world who we TRULY are, these gays want to too. so why can't we give them a chance?
it's already the 21st century.
those people have to learn to open up in order for singapore to progress.

modelled for travelpac product launch yday!
HAHA. shall post the pics up when i get them from linda.

anyway, i was deadbeat by the time i reached home.
still, i was soooo addicted to this game mel introduced to me!
Sushi Go Round on miniclip.com.
played it from 2am to 4plus last night even though my eyes were _ this close to drooping shut.
but it's great cuz i passed the tests and became the whatever chef!

body clock still isn't used to school.
i've been oversleeping like nuts.
and have been falling asleep every chance i get.

okay bye. :)

"colourify" - just kill me.
i think my class prolly thinks imma moron or something.
BAH!
on second thought, however...
it doesn't matter all that much, considering i don't really have any friends in the class.
so... aiya, moron then moron lah.
i'm also prolly a loner + bad-tempered bitch in their eyes.
oh well, they don't even know me, so who gives them the right to judge?

*edit*
i just read mel's blog, and maaaannn.. is she right about the grouping scenario.
"I REALLY DON'T WANNA WORK WITH ____ BECAUSE SHE'S....."

it's only the second week of school, and i already feel buried under the avalanche of work.
of course, i'm pretty sure i'm not the only one who feels this way.
then, with the many thoughts-magnified-into-problems running through my head, i make a pretty good insomniac.
and you know how it is... when, even though you have tonnes of people around you, you just feel so alone?
like, there are some things that you don't trust enough to share with anyone?
URGH.

tuesdays and thursdays are my favourite days cuz i get to see kickbox people.

pardon me, for i think being sick always gets me more emo and sentimental.

YAY!
i think im on the verge of getting well.
other than the occasional blocked/runny nose and nausea, i'm perfectly fine already.
but then again, the thought of 7 hours worth of lectures tomorrow is making me feel sick again.

oh. and i can't wait for thursday!
dinner date with stephen after our trainings. :D
it has been ages since we met up.
sheereen, wanna join us?

p.s.
i think i gained weight.
have been doing nothing but eat and sleep the entire weekend. :(

pegs, joyce and i stayed over at the clubhouse yesterday night!
cuz we were helping out for the pinnacle today, and the reporting time, 6.20am, was UNGODLY.
anyway, the clubhouse is a terrible terrible place to sleep in at night.
there were those really gigantic ants, plus tonnes of mosquitoes and dust around.
:/
we ended up being bitten really badly, with joyce shrieking through the first half of the night (cuz that horrible woman was scared of the ants).
really, what an irony.
joyce, the brave, macho looking girl, actually being terrified by ANTS.
*shakes head*
anyway, did i mention that i was already feeling sore throaty yesterday?
ended up with a slight fever, horrible sore throat, cough and runny nose today.
:/
i swear my nose is about to drop off. it's feeling hella raw from all the sneezing and blowing!
can't even bend my head down cuz the mucus will flow out.
URGH.
i hope i'll be fine and dandy by monday.

oh gosh.
i don't believe this.
i reached school at 7.20am when radio tutorial is due to start at 8am.
overslept and had to cab to school.
guess it's a huge THANK YOU to the cab driver for dropping me off at the bleak bleak school so... fast.
TO MY IMMENSE SURPRISE, CAB FARE WAS ONLY $17.60! O.O
expected it to reach like.. $20+.
and really, 4 hours of sleep with intense exercise the night before does not make a conducive body for studying.
although, of course, i'm sure most of you already know that.
still, it's only now that i'm realising it with a vengeance.
was soooo tempted to just snuggle back under the covers to rest the aching muscles and skip radio.
oh well, endurance is key.
*gives grim look*

and yeah.
yesterday was the FIRST DAY of the start of mass comm life year 2.2.
had the first few days of lectures and it really wasn't all THAT bad.
although halfway through feature writing saw ashley, sheereen and i playing HANGMAN.
been ages since i played that! HAHAHA.
and ashley is sucha bimbo!
*figures she'd prolly go "WHERE GOT" in an act cute voice when she sees this* :P

random entry.
it's 7.50 now.
YAY. 3 hours and 10 more minutes before i can go to clubhouse and sleep my lazy ass off.

OKAY.
and i decided not to go for the modelling thing this week afterall.
*sighs*
i realised that it prolly isn't very wise to skip trainings this week for the event when there's a friendly match coming up this sunday.
what a waste though, cuz apparently this event is some sorta opening for a series of 10 "models in fashion" thingy, and magazines will be covering it. ROAR!

oh. and now, on to the first day of school.
i swear, waking up at 5plus in the morning was torture in its extreme form.
the alarm rang at... 5.30am and startled me out of a wonderful, deep, dream-induced sleep.
but BUT.
my i&e community class was fun!
there were hell lotsa interesting personalities.
an ex-gangster who got sent to boys' home before, a kinky guy, an extremely girly girl who's really actually quite nice, and tonnes others.
:D
but the teacher was.... *lifts an eyebrow*
apparently, to him, doing stupid acts kinda counts for crazy acts.
and he likes... CRAZY people.
O.O
oh well.

plus, i have no idea why i see so many weird people on public transport.
because i now have this really weird problem of being unable to fall back to sleep once i wake, i was observing people on the train to school just now.
there was this really horny fucker with his girlfriend.. who were sitting opposite me.
KNS. the guy kept looking for chances to "accidentally" skim his fingers across the girl's boobs, touch her hair, touch her butt, etc.
gosh. i got so disgusted watching all his pawing.
the girl even wriggled away from his roaming hands. BUT STUPID HORNY DEPRIVED ASSHOLE DIDN'T GET THE HINT.
it's cuz of guys like that that result in girls turning les.
i was tempted to turn les myself, watching the mucus sniffing, big-ear idiot touching the girl.
*shudders*
and and! there was also this extremely COOL indian (or something) man.
he had a beard/goatee really long... and stiff.
based on xiaxue's penis measuring method, his beard was prolly about 5 fingers long.
WOOTS.
i had to control myself so as not to go up to him and give his beard a yank.
:/

OH. on the way home, though. there was this super irritating old woman.
from what i gathered, she's taiwanese.
well, the gist of the entire encounter is that.. she was FCUKING talkative.
i was on bus 43 from serangoon north/yio chu kang area..
and i was unlucky enough to choose a seat behind her.
then, for some weird reason, this woman started talking to me.
i mean, i don't look very friendly, from what pegs told me.
so why the hell did she choose me to talk to!?
URGH.
she went on and on about her son's messy house, about these PAUS she bought which tasted horrible (and she was nice enough to ask me if i would help her eat the extra 2 paus. what do i look like, some rubbish bin? *smoke comes out from ears*), complained about how some people won't make conversation with her on buses, and loads more.
to say the truth, i didn't know what she was saying.
had one of my earphones plugged into one ear, plus i tuned out halfway.
THE WORST THING WAS, it would have been great if she would just let me smile and nod. no, she had to have some form of response from me.
was fugging annoyed, i swear.
so, when she turned back to take a sip of water...
i took the chance to feign sleep.
and the bloody woman didn't get the hint you know!
she went all "WAH. hen pi juan, yao shui jiao ah?"
on my part, i ignored her.
then she asked my sleeping self to exchange seats with this woman sitting next to me so she could talk to me easily.
got ignored again.
finally, she gave up.
but she still kept turning around to check on me, trying to catch me awake.
WALAO KNS. I NEARLY DIED FROM HAVING TO FEIGH SLEEP FOR 30MIN! :/
wasted my time, when i could have spent it reading.
i mean, i know she's prolly some lonely old woman lah.
but hello, she should be abit more considerate right!
i didn't even look frigging interested and she didn't get the hint.
is she dense or DENSER.
*rolls eyes and eyeballs drop out*

gosh, save me from weirdos on public transport.

OH MAN.
school starts tomorrow.
i'm SO SO SO not looking forward to it.
:(
plus i can't go for training the whole of next week.
have a modelling stint at martini firm, fashion bar on thursday night.
and tuesday's the fitting. wednesday final rehearsal.
ZOMG. i'm so nervous.
because apparently it's a bartop runway.
being the klutz i am, i'm seriously hoping i won't slip and fall off the bartop.
*crosses fingers*
anyway, DO YOU GUYS WANNA GO?
support me eh. please please. HAHAAH.
just... please don't laugh if i happen to slide off the bartop. k?


the entire event starts at 9pm.
but i'm guessing the runway thing will end by 11plus? so there's still time to catch the last train/bus! :D

on a random note, i'm in love with wilbur the pig from charlottes web the movie.
IT'S SO DAMN CUTE CAN. :D

okay, off to dye my hair black.

I JUST CAME BACK FROM TOWN WITH LINA!
:D
she biked there, with me riding pillion.
it was hella fun, and i'm still high from the ride.
lina called me suaku cuz it's the first time i rode a bike in my entire 17 years, 11 months and 2 days.
and i was giggling the first.. 10 min of the ride.
SHE HAD TO TELL ME A GAZILLION TIMES TO SHUT UP, SO SHE COULD FOCUS. :(

yes, i know i look like a big-headed twit. but i couldn't resist taking a photo with the helmet on my head!

i know i don't look like a biker. but lotsa ppl were staring at us carrying helmets around! :D

oh, oh. we got caught in the rain on the way back to pasir ris though.
and maaannnn.... getting pelted by raindrops while travelling at a speed of 90km/h is NO JOKE.
it was hella pain!
i had to resist rubbing my chest to ease the pain, in case i fell off the bike.

our pathetic faces. i know lina looks like she's having a spasm, and i look like a deformed gorilla.

but we got slightly happier while waiting for our chee cheong fun to arrive at the xin wang hong kong cafe!

*grins*

oh, anyway, sheereen and pegs stayed over at my house yesterday.
but after sheereen's work and kickboxing training for pegs and me, we couldn't stay awake past 3plus am.
and the worst thing is... WE FELL ASLEEP WITHOUT BATHING.
*shudders in disgust*

don't you think my room closely resembles salvation army?
DIDNT REALISE IT WAS SO EFFING CLUTTERED.
:/

sheereen freaked out when we threw a rubber spider at her.
HAHAHA. couldn't stop laughing, which resulted in... this:

there's a crazier looking picture. but it made me look fatter than i already am.
so.... :/
MY EYES CAN COMPETE WITH UJIN'S IN THIS PHOTO MAN.
yday night was fab.
but we should have done it when we weren't all so dead beat. :D

I WANNA GET A BIKING LICENSE. :D :D :D

*edited* *edited again at 1.58am, 10 oct*
and so it was the hairshow yesterday!
it was... fun.
except my face was so so so tired at the end of the whole show.
had to strut our stuff (in this case, our hair), SMILE.
let the people take photos of us, SMILE WIDER.
take photos as remembrance, smile REAL smiles.
*massages facial muscles*
while letting the people take photos of us, my face was TREMBLING.
anyway, pictures from the hair show! :D




and i met this indo-chinese girl at the hairshow.
apparently she's some model/singer/dancer in her country last time!
damn pretty. 21 years old.
but i didn't manage to take a pic with her. :(
we decided, though... that we'll give ourselves 3 months to lose weight and apply for more modelling jobs!
and so i started my WEIGHT LOSS PROGRAMME today.
did exercises once i woke up and zomg!
my arms, thighs, butt and stomach muscles are aching like goodness knows what now.
gotta do another 200 for each area again tonight.
*feels like giving up*

school's starting in... 5 days.
oh god.
im SO dreading it.

*start edit*
okay, got pictures from the hairshow from the other models!
here goes...

was waiting for my turn to get the hair done!

the girl on the extreme left is KIM. hahaa! she's damn cute and funny. "muthu curry."
and the one on the right is JASMINE. uber cool girl. :D she's in love with the hairstylist.

when getting ready to get my hair done in front of the audience!

styling in progress. i LOVE how my hair looks in this picture. when i still have my damn fringe.
and now, no matter what i do, i can't get the hair to look as shiny.
must be the gloss serum they used before blowing dry the hair.
ROAR!

exchanging contact numbers while waiting to go on stage!
and lastly...

the models for the day! :D
okay good night

i am SOOOO sleepy.
slept at 5am last night.
no, actually i fell asleep about 11.30pm cuz i was deadbeat after hanging out with pegs.
i swear, going out with her is really draining.
HAHAHA. she has this certain profound effect on me - will get me all high and drained of all energy.
yes, so i slept early, till 1.40am when An called.
i nearly slaughtered him man!
after his call i was so awake and hyper that 2 hours of tossing and turning didn't help me get back to sleep.
gave up and went downstairs to get a glass of milk to drink.
I TELL YOU THOSE HEALTH MAGAZINE AND WHATNOT ARE LIARS.
they claim that drinking a glass of milk will help us sleep, but that was so not the case last night.
went online and chatted with joshua and ang yuqian until joshua the meanie left me at 4am to sleep.
*sniffles*
okay lah, shall give him some credit.
cuz i started feeling sleepy after he abandoned me, and went to bed at 5am, when i really really had nothing else to do.

and so i woke at an ungodly hour of 8.45am this morning to go to An's house and accompany him to NUH.
it's my 2nd time going to a hospital and thankfully there wasn't any.... spooky aura. *cough*hana kimi*cough*
An is sucha spoilt brat, really!
used his wound as an excuse to make me help him carry stuff.
ROAR!

neway, thank goodness i reached home about 5pm to rest... and watch parent's trap again.
it was lovely watching a young and fresh lindsay lohan act.
of course, that's not to say i don't like her now. i still do!
just that i think it's quite a pity that she's wasting her youth on drugs and all that.

alright! i'm off to train.
and the HAIR SHOW IS TMR!
finally no more golden hair, "bimbotic ah lian auntie" (as said by pegs) look.

*edit*
lesson learnt: don't do crunches/situps when you're having your menses. you end up with a really horrible cramp.
*wince*

yesterday was a day fabulously spent with the bffs - lovelies menghow, lina and christine.
HAPPY 19TH, LINA BABY! :D
you know we love you loads.

the bday girl was near tears upon receiving our present.
really, my presents have never had such a profound effect on anyone. :D

future PAP member.

and here's our food!
we ate at spageddies at marina square.
the food was quite good, but the service deserved a huuugggeee THUMBS DOWN.
two ah beng waiters, one maid-ish waitress who couldn't speak english, one manager who looked as if he was gonna set off a bomb any moment... and only one really sweet malay girl. :D
anyway, the FOOD.

my share of the escargots. YUMMILICIOUS, really.
although christine was going on and on about crushed snails and attempting to take away my appetite.

half eaten pumpkin soup. OMG IT'S DAMN NICE.

menghow with his lobster + chicken combo.

mh with MY lasagna. really, he's the best person to go eat with.
if you can't finish your food, he'll be all too happy to help you with it.

chris bebe with her baked rice.

lina with her food.

after we had our meal and talked loud enough to scare away several customers...
(oh, and not forgetting lina's hyena-like laughter. ;P)
we headed to SECRET RECIPE for... dessert and to engage in some unseemly behaviour.
oh my, the things i do for them. eat and gain weight.
i think i prolly put on 3 kg yesterday!

introducing, CHRISTINE. she bought her top without knowing that it had "paris hilton" written on it, until the m'sia customs officer asked her if she liked paris hilton. *snorts*

some lesbian action (which i think is waaayyy hotter than the next photo).

straight.

we then asked the secret recipe staff to help us take a group photo. he has really lousy photographic skills. i had to crop off about HALF the entire picture cuz his focus was on the background.
ROAR!
hello 4 hot people and he focuses on the background.
REALLY! *throws hands up in exasperation*

so after lina got enough of ogling at this malay guy in secret recipe, we headed to esplanade roof terrace to camwhore! :D
we all think lina has to get her eyes checked.
the guy was AVERAGE, despite her inherent protests that he is HOT.
WE, on the other hand, felt that his GIRLFRIEND was the hot one.
her body = fantabulous. her face (both side and front view) = drop dead gorgeous.
they kept looking at us though, cuz we were sneaking not-so-surreptitious glances at them.

this is menghow. he appeals to both genders and has been hit on by both.
HOT STUFF, YO!

and this is lina. the sweetest, most muscular girl i've ever met. :D
horrible dragonboater. she really should stop training!
makes me jealous of her tan and muscles.

christine, once again!
she has become quite the camwhore!

group photo.
do not look too closely please. i resemble a golden mushroom.

mh, lina and i seemed to have an unspoken consensus to look somewhere else.

we were deciding on the pose to do when the camera snapped! :D

magnum force comes to esplanade! :D

and this is love. :D

OH OH. one last photo.
do i finally look more like ayumi in this photo, joshy? :D

alright! i'm off to do some self-training before meeting pegs for dinner.
then jin for some sancheendo function at the PA chalet.
*crosses fingers and hopes we won't get lost*
OH OH. my mum bought 2 huge bottles of protein powder for me so hopefully i'll be getting my much longed for muscles soon.
wish me luck!

i have been a mess these few days.
a tangle of emotions.
irritated and annoyed.
confused.

anyway, wednesday saw peggy, weiric, dewei and i going for the contender.
it wasn't too bad, considering.
we witnessed a K.O during the main fight! :D
however, the first two matches were disappointing.
the first pair was two singaporeans... who had punches even worse than mine. :/
the second pair was.. slightly better.
well, so after the contender, pegs and i went (not really) drinking.
both of us were too broke to drink much.
we went to my friend's bistro and bar, ordered one bailey's each.. and got treated to another glass!
YAYNESS.
i love strawberry bailey's. :D

okay and yesterday, i went for the DFS cigar promoter interview before training.
interviewer was those lao chu nu (old virgin) type.
cuz we were interviewed in front of everyone, so she tried to make me look stupid.
dumb woman. she didn't realise that turning the tables around and making others look brainless is an ingrained ability of mine which i can summon at will.
needless to say, SHE was the one embarrassed.
*jumps around*
OH. but the surprise was that...
i actually got selected despite my extreme rudeness.
what a talent i am. *pats myself on head*
*ego inflates*

HAHA. as for today... i went for the hair show preparation.
my style was supposed to be... WATER BALL (whatever that is).
but cuz they are saving the actual dyeing for the hair show itself (on tuesday)...
i kinda look like a golden ball now.
or a golden monkey.
whatever you prefer.
it was such an embarrassment walking on the streets with my hair bleached blonde.
OH. and did i mention that it got bleached a freaking 4 TIMES cuz my hair just couldn't absorb the colour?
*faints*
wonder how much effort it will take for me to snap a strand of hair now.
and here's presenting to you pictures from the preparation.
new friends!

before....

during! :D

the girl on the left is... HOT. but she doesnt look it in the pic. :(
she's damn thin but her boobs are big!
*jealous*



and finally....

I PLAN TO STAY HOME AND HIDE TILL TUESDAY.
the colour's like...
1. something ah lians will dye..
2. something those old aunties who like to act young will dye.

BUT BUT. they say i look like ayumi.
HAAHAHAHAHAH.
i see joshua peng-ing from the insult to his idol.

alright. off to do some thinking.

i realised that it's a bad idea to succumb to temptation and eat HALF a pringles potato chip before skipping.
because... throughout the pathetic 3 min i was skipping for, i was thinking of how the chip tasted.
and THAT resulted in me bringing the entire can up to eat while watching million dollar baby again.
BAH!
nemind i shall start my 300 crunches daily again... later.

oh yes, i bought the contender asia tickets for this wednesday!
i can't wait!
am pretty sure it'd be really exciting..
of course, it doesn't hurt that some of the ang moh fighters are really hot. :D
anyway, it was hella embarrassing just now!
first, when attempting to pay for the tickets by nets, i was short of $1.36.
so i decided to go withdraw money and pay in cash (thank god i brought $12 out with me).
but the problem was... it had been TOO LONG since i've been to tampines mall and i forgot where the posb atm was!
toured round the entire TM twice before i gave up and called yuyang to find out where it is.
so much for being independent. :/
and while asking yuyang, this girl in front of me overheard our conversation and turned around to sneer at me.
ROAR!
so SOME of us dont know where the atm is. big deal.
i hope she chokes on her braces while eating.
*sulks*

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