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Tuesday, June 19, 2007
~ 6/19/2007 01:51:00 PM ~
it's not that i don't understand why you guys wanna cancel the camp.
in fact, i don't mind the cancellation of the camp.
it IS too rush and all that, i just don't feel good going back on our word.
although the freshies may say that it's fine and that it's too rush as well, it's the reputation of us, the committee, at sake.
well, and also a separate, selfish concern of mine.
all the effort, gone to waste just like that?
i NEVER hang up on people.
"who asked you to do all the work? you should have discussed with us and tell us what to do what.."
FUCKTARD.
that's all the thanks i get for doing all the dirty work ever since i joined this fucking cca?
it doesn't have to do with TELLING.
it's the INITIATIVE you have. the commitment and initiative.
if you don't have it, just shut up.
but that one quoted sentence above, it hurt and pissed me off big time.
so it's my fault that i decided to help out when you guys were having your common test?
thanks for turning your fault for slacking around and blaming it on me.
all the times i've done stuff by myself, with only peggy around to help.
last year, open house, orientation, cca fiesta, the fight chart, etc.
all these times, i've never complained.
maybe it's the perfectionist in me, which results in my not trusting others to get the job done.
maybe it's because i have way too high an expectation for things, and won't accept less than flawless work.
yes, it's partly my fault for not delegating the work.
but i DON'T MIND doing the work, cuz afterall, it's for my cca.
people who know me know that i'm crazy in love with whatever cca i'm in. be it cds in secondary school, or kickboxing now.
but to turn it all around, to just smash whatever i did and blame me for not delegating work to cover up for your laziness... that's hitting way below the belt.
i didn't expect sucha bitchy statement to come from you.
it stabbed right through, and lodged itself there.
maybe after time, i'll look at you or think of kickboxing and not hear that sentence reverberating in my head.
however, one can forgive but not forget.

never have i bawled my eyes out over anger and hurt at the same time.
thank you peggy, for always being there. (:

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