~ 4/30/2007 01:28:00 PM ~
when will people ever realise that reverse psychology doesn't work anymore?
don't go complaining about how noone loves you, hoping that others will say "hey! that's not the case. i love you!"
it's all in the mind, don't you get it?
if there's no self-respect and self-love, there'd be no self-confidence.
and your continued self-pity will just irk others.
enough already.
if you're indulging in self-pity just so you can get some sympathy, look the other way.
you won't be finding any from me.
i'm sorry i seem hard-hearted, but that's life.
start by loving yourself.
~ 4/28/2007 07:41:00 PM ~
hmm..
so i thought wrong.
she isn't as well-received as she appears to be.
tit for tat.
an eye for an eye.
'cept i don't even need that now.
*sits back and grins*
another thing.
i seriously wonder why MCPs still exist.
hello?
it's the 21st century already, not some olden japanese era... do guys really still harbour the mindset that they are superior?
if that's so, i think it's time for a reality check.
darlings, you are NOT of a higher level, both genders are equal, remember?
there are some things in which you guys do better, and there are things that we girls do better.
it's not like you guys are intellectually superior, so stop acting pompous.
in fact, if you open your eyes and come out from your well, you'll realise that chivalry is close to dead nowadays..
so why don't you guys try improving on that aspect while examining what other flaws you have?
*sweet smile*
~ 4/26/2007 11:58:00 AM ~
my internet at home is totally screwed up.
RA!!!
~ 4/24/2007 01:21:00 PM ~
my right leg seems to be turning numb, as what the sinseh said.
seems like my back has gotten really bad.
even when walking halfway, it would hurt suddenly, ending up with me hobbling.
and sitting down hurts too. you can hear the bone moving and cracking.
oh, not to mention that the max i could bend this morning was.... less than 45degrees.
o.O
am so damn worried.
but i'm having second thoughts about going to see the sinseh again.
the treatment would definitely bring tears... and that's BAD.
the last time, when my back wasn't as bad as now, i already cried during the treatment.
imagine undergoing like.. a few more with how it is now!
*shudders*
plus... it doesn't seem to be helping much.
went so many times last time and it's still like that.
but BUT i dun wanna see the western doc!
the thought of wearing a brace is scaring me.
seems so..... helpless.
HELP!
who wants to exchange backs with me?
i swear i'll be eternally grateful.
oh.
by the way, the flu bug seems pretty rampant.
guys, do drink more water and get sufficient rest!
don't fall sick!
<3s
~ 4/24/2007 12:17:00 AM ~
today's campus run was... mediocre.
HAH.
couldn't catch up with huz and jerry.
*feels really disappointed*
cuz i had sea salt and vinegar chips about an hour running, so like.. less than 1/4 into the run and i developed stitches.
which was weird, really. since it's already been an hour. the chips should have digested!
so after the run, i felt really terrible.
dizzy and all.
SO I PUKED!
maaaannnn.. the puke smelt of sea salt and vinegar!
it's the first time i had such nice smelling puke lah.
alright, i can see the disgusted look on your face already.
i can't wait!
tomorrow it'd be the new gym's orientation, after which i can start using GYMWERKS already..
and 2.4km tomorrow! but it's the track, so i'm having doubts of my ability to run that.
ah well..
*RUNS OFF TO PRINT LECTURE NOTES*
~ 4/22/2007 07:48:00 PM ~
ok. didn't train today afterall.
went shopping with joyce the silly woman for a dress!
got one.. but erm.. decided to ask my cousin if she has any she wants to sell too.
since her dresses are absolutely lovely.
oh..
joyce and i bought the same undies!
spongebob!
LOL. cept hers were red mine pink.
WHEE~ we must wear together ok woman.
*jumps around*
see! juying's expression is so funny.
I'VE GOTTA TRAIN HARDER!
watching miss singapore universe is making me envy their body to high hell and back..
on a more serious note..
why can't people leave the past as it is, and move on with their lives?
why couldn't they have thought of the repercussions before sharing stuff that happened in the past?
be sure brain is engaged before putting mouth in gear.
this is what i swear by after making countless mistakes.
it's time that applied to you too.
~ 4/21/2007 01:18:00 PM ~
i just heard the most jaw-dropping news.
gotta get over the shock.
HAHA.
anyway, yesterday was fantabulous.
went for campus run with sheereen, peggy, ada, spencer and huz.
yayness.
i think i shall run with 2 shirts on from now on.
whee~
and monday am gonna go running again with wappoians!
life is great man.
(:
wait. scratch that.
life, other than SCHOOL, is great.
and D&D is coming waaaayyy too soon!
i haven't gotten to 53 yet!
*hyperventilates*
what we've gone through has shaped who we are today.
don't feel sorry.
instead, feel proud that you've conquered so many falls, and are still able to stand up once again.
~ 4/20/2007 12:40:00 AM ~
have been training the freshies in npkfc for this week's trainings.
well, i must say that i preferred the tuesday group more than the group today.
some of the freshies are REAL cute.
expressing really fervent interest to learn.
others, on the other hand, have NO idea whatsoever about a particular term, "respect".
they think real highly of themself and the such.
bah!
and just because they've learnt like, other martial arts, tkd and yada, they think they can oh-so-easily jump to training with the seniors.
like.. use your brain, yo!
some, however, made the mistake of trying to use lower iq sarcasm on me.
i'm sorry dears, but it just wont work.
1/5 of the full effect of my tongue can beat you anytime.
i'm guessing that some of them tried it today during training already.
making fun of the stances eh?
acting all cocky, eh?
i'm sorry but... i'm not taking any shit from you.
(:
we're all your seniors, and we're training you.
if you couldn't take the orientation training (which was downright slack, if i may say), you cant take NOTHING.
where is the endurance trait in the freshies?
*faints*
oh.
i feel really miserable.
have been dieting like siao these few days.
oatmeal for breakfast and like.. really light stuff for lunch.. and i still haven't been losing weight!
ARGGHHH...
and d&d's coming reeeaaalll soon.
SHEEREEN! 19 may leh! we must add oil already!
running and gym tomorrow.
*yawn* but.. i guess it's for the best.
BAH!
~ 4/17/2007 03:23:00 PM ~
full day of lectures today.
i was nodding off within the first hour of all the lessons.
anyway, i'm really worried about this semester.
it seems really horrible.
guess it's a test of our perseverance and all..
wonder if i'd be able to survive it.
BAH!
people, if you see me slacking, remind me that i gotta get a 3.0 gpa for this sem at least alright?
thanks a mil.
haha as sheereen said, i guess we'd better do loads of crying this sem.
after crying things would be better eh?
;)
was actually really dejected by lunch after listening to all the lecturers..
but after susanne chan, it got slightly better.
HAHA.
so i've decided not to listen to other lectures lest i get all emmooooo again.
and there's training today, tomorrow and the day after!
*faints*
but i guess it'd be fun since we'd be training the freshies.
whee~ can't wait.
~ 4/15/2007 04:51:00 PM ~
OH.
i just read jing cheng's blog and he tagged me!
something about 6 weird stuff about me.
1) i burst out laughing at nothing in particular sometimes. especially when i'm in a self-high mood.
2) i love bittergourd.
3) i think the feeling after the shock of getting hit (punched in the face or anything) is really great. there's something... unexplainably pleasant about it.
4) oh. when looking at guys.. i'll take their hands into consideration too. LOL. so no matter how cute the guy is, if he has sucky hands, he gets knocked off the list. (:
5) i have really horrible memory. i can forget something within a time span of 2seconds.
6) i was a pufferfish in my previous life. can you see the resemblance between my face and a pufferfish? ;)
i'd love to see people like.. erm.. frances! puiyan! sheereen! junxiang! do this.
anyway, sheereen and i have decided!
diet + exercise so we can fit into a smaller size by DnD!
yay!
am so glad i have company now. it'd be easier to stick to the plan.
*thinks*
shall go on a diet of fruits + nuts for lunch and dinner (i suddenly feel like a hamster). and only eat rice and the such for breakfast.
wish me luck!
~ 4/15/2007 12:57:00 PM ~
yesterday was fantabulous.
(:
bbq at trey's house with some of the sports camp people.
and a lovely talk cock session with sheereen when she came over to K.O for the night.
it was absolute heaven.
haha love much much.
i can't believe hols are over so fast!
last few hours of it left.
i'm actually feeling really nervous about year 2.
am scared that i won't be able to fit in to my new class.
scared that the workload may just kill me.
am really really hoping that i can at least hit a 3.0 for gpa this year, since they said that yr 2 is the killer.. and we got the tougher sem.
of course, not to mention the really sucky timetable, with classes at 8/9am...
and thursday which has me waiting 7 hours after class till training starts.
eh, ask me out then can!
omg.
*faints*
and it's an early day at school tmr to set up the cca booth.
BAH!
oh yes, people, do drop by and say hi to me ok?
cuz i have a niggling suspicion i may be bored to tears there.
and it's quite difficult to self-high/entertain when you're dead beat.
just a little random note.
i've decided to wake up earlier every morning to jog before school!
(:
thanks to huz's motivation.
p.s.
sorry for the mixed up thoughts.
am feeling quite... messed up at the moment. with a combination of many different feelings.
shall go calm myself down somehow.
tata~
~ 4/14/2007 12:16:00 AM ~
I THINK I'VE GROWN FATTER!
:(
*sniffles*
i've gained like.. 1.7kg since the last training.
HEEEELLLLLPPPPP!!!
anyway, timekeeping for FUN 2007 today was great.
hahaha.
joan and i were self high-ing.
i think ujin prolly thought i was nuts.
cuz i'd scream suddenly and laugh.
and i was so engrossed with the games that i nearly wanted to go help one of the ME guys pick up a ball.
LOL.
ms leong caught me just in time though.
and she's SOOO CUTE!
i felt like pinching her cheeks.
whee~
i mean, she's relatively tiny, has big eyes, and when she smiles/laughs, it's absolutely adorable.
HAHA.
and a particular someone in my cca is brainless, gutless, and prideless.
BAH!
i'm sleepy.
and here are two pics!
oh, i think i've grown quite deformed over the hols.
my mouth seems soooo big now!
and my face smaller.
o.O
(which, in turn, makes the mouth look doubly big)
pfftt!
last but not least......
finally completed.
thanks a mil to peggy for helping.
<3s
we think the logo looks a hell lot like the real one.
YAY
~ 4/13/2007 12:15:00 AM ~
i feel like just going to bed now and sleeping for 24 hours straight.
am totally stoned.
did the banner for cca fiesta with peggy just now, and left school at goodness knows how late.
AND TO THINK SCHOOL TERM HASN'T EVEN STARTED!
bah!
oh, i was surrounded by noisy people on the train just now.
there was this group of malays who were standing in front of me.
and i swear they all laughed like hyenas!
yes, imagine 4 guys laughing like hyenas all at the same time.
not to mention one of whom had this ability to vibrate as he laughed.
his entire body, from head to toes, were vibrating while he laughed.
i was staring with fascination at his vibrating shirt, berms, and butt sticking out.
could feel my lips twitching as i watched this group of howling hyenas, but decided that it would be kinda rude to just burst out laughing in front of them.
AND THIS REMINDS ME.
while peggy and i were walking back after buying the materials for the banner, and dinner.
we came across np taekwondo training at the area in front of the snack bar.
there was this... BLACK BELTER, who was training with the punching bag.
SHE WAS HILARIOUS MAN.
no joke.
you could see that she was hitting the bag with all her might.
so it was like.. a series of punches, and she ended with one really "hard" push-y type of punch.
and guess what?
the bag didn't even move an inch.
if you witnessed it, i'm sure you couldn't contain your laughter from bubbling over too.
HAHAHA.
i just ran all the way from there to upstairs so no one could hear / see me laugh till i snorted.
and peggy was mean lah.
AHAHAH. she suggested that we go there and ask if we could share the punching bag with her, and show her what real punches are.
=P
but seriously.
black belt man! how did she get it with that kinda standard!?
*stares in bafflement*
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
~ 4/11/2007 01:40:00 PM ~
you know what?
i think my phone sucks.
it's so lousy i can't stand it.
BAH!
stupid nokia 6280.
the only prob used to be the lagginess and the auto shutdown, which irritated the hell outta me.
now, the sim card will keep getting lose and from time to time, contacts will be lost.
hmph!
i can't wait to change my phone.
i want SONY ERICSSON Z610i!
it's like so nice.
haha.
i want the PINK one!
pfftt...!
gotta start working already.
but school's starting all too soon!
am so NOT looking forward to it.
if only poly life can be just cca and camps.
*starts dreaming*
anyway, i was considering pulling out from the upcoming competition in may.
i feel seriously unprepared.
i was already on the verge of quitting.
but BUT.
all thanks to sel the pig.
offered to lend me his ankle weights and all...
so i decided to give it a shot.
HAHA.
still, if i feel that i'm still waaayy lousy when the competition draws nearer, i still won't take part ok!
and it's time for me to start training hard!
people, if you see me gorging and slacking, please push me, ok?
justinables mooby man! train together also.
and frances, joyce, peggy, puiyan LETS GO FOR IT YO! (:
~ 4/10/2007 01:55:00 PM ~
some people are just oh-so-fucking mean.
PFFTT.
and they'll get their just retribution.
and no matter how much makeup you put, it doesn't serve as all too good a facade.
but then again, i don't really give a shit about what you think.
*blows kisses*
why do you have to show your disapproval in such a hurting way?
anyway, thanks sel for this lovely prezzie.
and i missed training tday.
PFFTT.
and we heard that peggy might be fighting the xiaoqing girl.
LOL. she nearly got a heart attack.
PEGS! train hard ok!
so at least you can win one outta three rounds!
(:
go ah ma go!
~ 4/08/2007 02:06:00 PM ~
i never knew that sunburn on the scalp could cause it to peel quite so badly.
pfftt!
so disgusting.
looks like really really huge pieces of dandruff.
anyway, yday was great.
went out with the sports camp people.
HAHA.
had heaps of fun.
and ate stuff which i've never eaten before - carl's junior and subway.
i hereby announce that i'm addicted to the beef fries and subway.
the thought of these two make me salivate.
*drools an entire puddle of alexis' saliva*
i love sports camp people oh-so-much.
(:
oh.
i realised that it's very easy to tell which are china people.
just looking at their faces and you'll be able to recognise china people.
especially those who try too hard to be HAWT.
they just end up looking like a whore.
ok. wait. scratch that. i think prostitute sounds nicer. more... civilised, somehow.
HAHA. so, they end up looking like a prosti.
does it sound nicer?
off to training later!
whee~
i hope i'll train well enough not to get trashed again at the upcoming competition.
*crosses fingers*
p.s.
i realised that this is an EXTREMELY random post.
forgive me, my dear readers.
your royal highness is dying of fatigue, for some unknown reason.
~ 4/06/2007 02:35:00 AM ~
WARNING: (relatively)PICTURES HEAVY.
lets start with 30.3.07.
beloved cuzzie's wedding.
HAHA
just a few pics.
this is my new cousin! her name's joey. (: joey boey.
haha damn cute lah.
i kept making kissey faces at her.
and kissing her, of course.
who could resist such soft cheeks?
and that's me with my aunt.
she's damn cute!
alright. this is small.
but it's my cousin with his new wifey!
and now... SPORTS CAMP!
how i wish it's camp again next week.
OOH LALA.
we didn't really take many pics together.. so...
):
i think i just went insane on campfire night.
craziness throughout man!
6 warriors and 2 cats (cheryl and me).
don't you think the lines on our face look so catty?
courtesy of jerald.
LOL
and let me end with how i look like now:
pretty pretty!
HAHAHAHA.
the white thing on my lips is PUS btw.
i think if i try to kiss joyce now she'll faint.
joyce...
WANNA TRY?
*puckers up lips*
anyway, as a little footnote..
WAPPO GLS:
thanks alot alot for making this camp and our group a success.
(:
without your support, i really wouldn't have made it true!
WAPPO FRESHIES:
thanks for learning.
and for all the memories you guys left us.
we do hope you enjoyed the camp as much as we did!
I REALLY REALLY CAN'T WAIT FOR OUTING ON 14TH APRIL!
HAWTNESS TO THE EXTREME!
~ 4/05/2007 02:42:00 PM ~
SPORTS CAMP WAS FAB.
it rocked to the maximum.
i love my group WAPPO!
can't wait for the outing next sat.
HAHA. pics up when i get them from ADA.
(:
p.s.
rmb the report i lodged on the taxi driver?
HAHA.
the comfort ppl replied.
i wonder if they really did what they said though.
