PFFTT!
guess what.
i dreamt of the darn crab yday night!
walao.
so scary lah!
AHAH.
cuz i dreamt that my parents and bro were overseas.
and for some reason, the crab appeared in my house and refused to leave my room.
so i managed to lure it into a plastic bag, and brought it out to my balcony.
while i was trying to tie the plastic bag and trap the crab inside...
it went "I'M SO GONNA KILL YOU." in this low, menacing, murderous voice.
i was soooo freaked out.
and decided that im not gonna stay at home already.
and......
the alarm rang and woke me up.
THE CRAB WAS SERIOUSLY TERRIFYING LOR.
no kidding.
i think i have phobia against crabs already.
=(

BAH.
today was really weird.
had kickboxing training after i've slacked for like 2.5months, and boy, do i suck!
could just feel how lousy and light my punches were and all.
and the warming up raising kicks and such were horrible for me too.
1. i had really stiff hamstrings after not exercising for eons.
2. my back couldnt really take the raising.
so... my leg could only be lifted up to my chin level.
*bangs head against the wall*

anyway, after training i took a bus down to jurong east to develop photos and head over to work.
and while waiting for the train at jurong east after running my errands, there was this bloody kiasu middle aged malay guy whom i was unlucky enough to meet.
i already kiasu enough, and he's WORSE.
you know this yellow thingy:























well, i was standing where i indicated (the red is me, black the guy).
and this malay guy just cut in front of me!
so well, fine, first time, so i just moved slightly to my right.
and to my extreme irritation, the bloody asshole moved to his right to stand right in frnt of me again!
to him, i muttered a "bastard" before graciously giving way AGAIN, by moving to my right.
this asshole, however, DID NOT KNOW HIS LIMITS!
so once again, he moved to his right as well, BLOCKING ME.
i was bloody pissed already, so a very loud "fuck you" was said to him.
however, i don't know if he was acting dumb, or just blatantly nonchalant... he ignored me and we continued this rhumba before finally entering the train when it arrived.
BAH!
i dont wanna be racist lor...
but these people are seriously giving me no other choice.

oh.
and anw.. after work just now.
i went to the coffeeshop near my house and finally bought my supper of SALAD YOUTIAO, of which i've lusted after for godknowshowlong.
while waiting for the youtiao to cook, i was standing some distance in front of this crab tank.
i think the crab has something against me lah!
no kidding.
after some time, he erhm.. crab-walked to the corner of the tank that was nearer to me, and started glaring at me!
i mean, seriously GLARING.
it's eyes were fixated on me, and it's move was turned down and all.
walao, i was getting goosebumps watching it lah!
but, trying to be the brave soul i am, i glared right back at it (although you got very clearly see my goosebumps and shivers).
during this battle between the crab and me, my dad suddenly appeared behind me and spoke to me.
what a start i got man!
so i admonished him and told him about the crab.
his reply?
"aiya, it's in the crab's nature to be so crabby what. and anyway, things are really getting to you today eh? first it's the malay guy, now it's this crab."
=.=
thanks dad.
RA!

and i'm off to bed.
interview tmr.
(wait, it's today alr)

OMGWTF.
i just came back from seeing the sinseh.
and my back has certainly deteriorated.
this was the MOST MOST MOSTEST painful consultation/tuina i've ever had.
it was so pain that i was crying lah.
kns.
i shudder to think about what would happen if my back got worse than how it is now.
walao.
i think if that happens i wont go tuina anymore, since it's so darn painful.
=(
HELP!
who's willing to exchange backs?

didn't go for training just now afterall.
haha. trained at home instead.
cuz relatives came over and i was supposed to entertain them.
well, anyway, i must say it wasn't as fruitful as it would have been.
although i got 2 blisters and a sore thumb from it.
now my thumb hurts so much that i cant even open the index finger and thumb up into an L.
PFFTTT...!
oh. guess what?
i just found out that the lower part of the palm is swelling up.
and i decided that i've gotta see the sinseh tmr or something!
my back has been hurting me recently.
and it's like sooo bad lah!
it's even painful when i cough.
argh.
anyway, here's a pic my bro took of me while i was training!
i think i look damn fierce.
WHEE~









and lovely silly joshua thought i was training in a forest.
*kicks*














his silliness really amuses the hell outta me.
*guffaws*

anyway, off i go to post on forums.
hahaha!
just got a work-from-home job as a headhunter.

---------------------------------------------------------

alright.
here are the 3 jobs my clients need.
if any of you know of someone who can fill the position with these requirements, do get them to email their CV to me at loosie89@yahoo.com.sg!
oh, btw, these are all FULL-TIME positions k?

Job 1: Full-time Telemarketer
REQUIREMENTS
* Minimum 3 “O” level
* Able to speak fairly well over the phone
* Singaporean or PR.
* Open to all races and Gender

DUTIES
To do telesales to in-house database to fix appointments
Product : General insurance

ABOUT THE JOB
Working location : Central
Basic Salary : $1500- $1800 + Commissions
Working hours :5-day week .
Full time position, not suitable for people for have the intention to further studies.
No. of position: 30-40

TAKE NOTE
The candidates who does not have relevant certificate for insurance will need to take the test within 1 month, during this month, the company will provide an allowance of $35 per day for the candidate to prepare for the test. Upon passing the test, the candidates will be offered the job.

Job 2: Full-time Financial Planner
REQUIREMENTS
* Minimum 4 "0" Levels Credits(Candidates with Higher Nitec with
good presentation skills will be considered)
* Singaporeans/PR Only. Other candidates from overseas will be
consider based on case by case basis
* Minimum 21 years old

DUTIES
To source for clients and introduce financial services and products to customers.

ABOUT THE JOB
* AIA is willing to pay $1,000 - $4,000 per month as an allowance for
good candidates.
* Prudential is willing to pay $1,500 - $2,500 per month as allowance
for good candidates.

Job 3: Grade A Receptionist
REQUIREMENTS
* Bright and cheerful disposition, warm and friendly, and love
interacting with people
* Versatile, with a professional demeanour and appearance plus a
good phone presence
* Diplomatic and tactful, able to use initiative and discretion in
managing callers and visitors
* Team player, with attention to details h
* Highly computer literate, with in-depth knowledge of Microsoft
Office
* Proven track record of working successfully in a multi-ethnic and
multi-cultural environment

ABOUT THE JOB
* Location - City Hall
* Salary offered – Basic $2,000 up
* Working hours : 5 days week
* Female , PR or Singaporean
* Full time position

TAKE NOTE
The candidates must be good in her spoken language, especially in English, good communication skill and fairly presentable and professional. This is not a normal receptionist position, it a Grade A receptionist.

-----------------------------------------------------

alright, that's about it.
if you have any friends/relatives/acquaintances who are looking for a FULL-TIME job, get him/her to email the CV to me!
once again, it's loosie89@yahoo.com.sg
THANKS

GOSH.
i've been soooo tired these few days.

THURSDAY, 22ND FEB:
met PEGGY to get the e2max membership card and we watched PROTEGE.
i love this show man!
fell head over heels in love with (who peggy calls and UNCLE) andy lau again...
not to mention the many other eye-candies.
HAHAHA.
i think andy lau's acting's getting better and better!
even though he's getting older.
but hey, so what?
it's the maturity that's so attractive.
*drools*
okay, i dun really like guys THAT MUCH OLDER.
but hey, he's an exception ok!
peggy's louis koo was a joke though.
and and and! no paedophilia intended, but the lil girl was OMG-SO-CUTE!
i was squealing away and swooning whenever she came out.
HAHA.
near the end of it, i thought to snap a pic of her...
but sadly, i was TOO LATE TO DO SO.
bah! =(
oh, and after the movie, i was nice enough to send peggy back to chinese garden.
on the way there, we met 2 really AA(attention attracting) girls on the train.
not only their dressing, but their behaviour too!














snapped this when they were choosing a song, i think.


















this was when they were happily "entertaining" us by singing along to songs like my hump and the like.


















you can see her ATTEMPTING to dance. *cough* rather unsuccessfully, i must say.

FRIDAY, 23RD FEB:
sports camp gl training.
yeah, it was REALLY fun, and i saw my group members for the first time!
hahah nice, i think they rock.
and the games were great. teambuilding + merriment together.
although i was really shag after that.
climbing stairs were virtually impossible cuz i had really wobbly legs.
and the bus ride to cine to meet sel was sleep-catching session for me!
but it wasn't that great (the ride), cuz i kept nodding off. LITERALLY.
in fact, my head nearly dropped off cuz it kept jerking backwards. HARD.
PFFFTTTT.
oh. and we watched just follow law!
i think it rocks.
the not-so-subtle messages on how RULES CAN BE BROKEN (can i say meant to be? XD), and laughter and tear-jerkers combined.
absolutely lovely.

SATURDAY, 24TH FEB:
went to peikee's house...! although he wasn't around.
*sniffles*
HAHA. can't wait for him to come back on june 30th!
anyway, met our lil xiuxiu.
who claims to be a faithful reader of my blog.
*touched*
and she wants me to post this pic of her up!

















nice, eh?
i think xiu has the potential to be a really successful clown.
you can be a part time clown and full time doc, girl!
LOL!

anyway, kickboxing training tmr.
after 58924209662 years of slacking.
eeks! O.o

she won't ever forget. know why?
cuz beauty and gentleness can move people. but the feeling won't last.
it's sadness and anger that leaves inerasable traces in people's hearts.
you've hurt her. bad.
she's finally found out what heartache is all about.
a shoulder is what she needs.
who'll lend her a shoulder, please?

i feel so guilty.
i snacked sooo much just now.
but that's beside the point.
im feeling guilty cuz dad's going out to have dinner all by himself.
mum have just gone to bangkok.
and bro and i decided to skip dinner since we snacked so much just now.
so... it's just dad.
it's so.... lonely.
and i feel so miserable letting him go by himself.
i know he wants us to go along. he keeps asking and asking.
i'd feel irritated if i weren't in such a mellow mood now.
wonder what's with me.
i've been feeling pretty nostalgic and genial these few days.
not to mention my clownish mood.
HMM.
and i miss my grandma loads suddenly.
went to visit her on chu 1 and i realised how much i miss staying over at her place.
=(

i wish i'll die before all whom i love do.
selfish, i know.
but i dun wanna go through missing them, pining for them.
*sigh*


-edit-
yay i decided to be nice and go eat with my daddy.
im pretty sure that i've just put on 3kg after the kfc meal.

IM BORED AND SLEEPY!
bah!
later still gotta go visiting at my dad's fren's house.
am so tempted to just stay at home and rot.
but the thought of the angpows i'll get......
*drools*
money talks, see?
i wanna work and get lotsa money!

gosh.
when i was out just now..
i witnessed the most disgusting sight EVER.
there was this middle-aged indian couple directly in front of me on the escalator..
first.. let me set the scene for u.
the woman was one step higher up than the guy.
i was right behind them.
and........
the guy was actively thrusting/rubbing his hand against the woman's privates through the layers of clothes.
so her top (you know.. of those longish sari or whatever you call that) was riding up.
it was REALLY amusing and repulsive at the same time.
i mean.. you could see how violently he was shoving his hand upwards you know!
arrrggghhh....
totally puke worthy i tell you.
i wanted to take a pic of this in action.
but when the thought hit me, it was too late.
cuz we reached the top just as i took my hp out.
dang.
and to think people complain about TEENAGERS' pda.
BAH!

I WANNA BE A GHOST RIDER!
man.. i swear it's soooo cool!
people, WATCH THAT MOVIE!!

i realised that people do have reasons for being racist and hating indians/banglas.
fuck, i got so traumatised by them yesterday (not to mention i was ill, and got doubly traumatised).
first, i was working lah.
some chinese new year dinner.
and for some reason, this HON INDUSTRIES had a hell lotsa bangla workers, whom they invited.
so there was lotsa drinking and noise from these obnoxious people.
and i was there, minding my own business, waiting to get a drink from the bar...
when this SHORT INDIAN/BANGLA FELLA walked past and touched my ass!
like wtf!
and i was like so stunned.
after like..... stoning for half a minute i was like "FUCK! THIS BANGLA TOUCHED MY ASS!"
the manager, being really nice, was like "where! this kinda ppl i will whack one!"
so i tried looking for that bangla, but erm... it was kinda dark and he managed to seek camouflage.
BAH!
then.. while waiting for the "driver" to fetch the first batch of people home and come pick us up...
i had to go to the toilet.
and as i was relieving myself halfway, i saw this pair of black MALE feet outside my cubicle.
he was prolly drunk, cuz there was puke on his slippers.
but still, this shows how HORNY AND PERVERTED AND DESPERATE banglas are.
even drunk, they cant stick to their MALE toilet.
the worst thing is.... before i entered the female toilet i saw him puking in the male toilet.
like wtf right!
so he stayed outside my cubicle, shuffling back and forth.
then i heard a sound that sounded suspiciously like someone picking at the lock of my cubicle.
quickly i held the lock in place.
man, i tell you, i was really scared outta my wits man.
was considering the odds of me just pushing open the door and smashing it into his face plus just whacking him a lil...
god knows i was REALLY tempted to do that. i had ENOUGH of banglas that night.
but, with me being sick, and him being so smelly with puke and all, i really didn't wanna get my hands dirty.
ok, so i think he gave up picking my lock after a long while.
and entered the cubicle next to mine.
YAY!
finally, chance to dash out of the toilet.
LOL.
and the manager, when he heard, was like "AIYO, you again ah?"
=(
it's not my fault!
i've decided that i hate banglas.
and don't scold me for being racist!
wait till this happens to you.
BAH!

ignorant

yes, time changes, and so do people.
what matters is that you are still able to find yourself in all the changes.
i've changed, that's for sure.
but not for the better.
as of today, i shall start the quest of finding back the quanrung from sec4.
the quanrung whom i loved.
=)
i remember this poem by shakespeare from a speech of mine i made in sec one.
about how time passes in the blink of an eye.
it may seem so callous but if we learn how to deal with it, hey, it may not be as bad as it seems.
"Like as the waves make towards the pebbled shore,
So do our minutes hasten to their end;
Each changing place with that which goes before,...
And yet to times in hope my verse shall stand,
Praising thy worth, despite his cruel hand."

i'm sure many of us hope to maintain that one shred of innocence we had when we were young.
but many go, "how to? naivete won't survive in this world."
sure, i do say such a thing too.
however, i've come to realise that naivete and innocence are two different things.
naivete is gullibility, whereas innocence is just the purity of the mind.
so... why not?
i used to love this verse because it sounds nice.
now, i've found a deeper meaning to it, and love it more for the beauty of what it stands for.
"To see a world in a grain of sand
And a heaven in a wild flower.
Hold infinity in the palm of your hand
And eternity in an hour."

we're all shaped by events that have happened to us.
and we grow.
for now, just remember, in the process of growing, don't lose your true self.

thanks, william. =)

i don't really like myself much at the moment.
BAH.

cold.
and headachy.
bah!
i think i kinda sucked for speech.
airell thinks that he was bad too..!
there goes our group.
hopefully cordelia thinks that we made a good pair and thus gives us an A.
*crosses fingers and prays*

i don't like people to think they're doing me a favour when they are actually NOT.
stop the self-delusion, babeh..

you're the only one having bad days?
i dont think so.
others are too.
if you can't understand and persist in stonewall-ing then go ahead.
i'm not stopping you.
i'm waaayy too tired doing all the projects - speech, radio, writcom.
so yeah. go ahead if you wanna.
i'm too tired of always being the one giving in whenever there's a conflict.
fuck that.
i've changed.
i dunno whether it's for better or worse.
but no, i'm not gonna be the one who gives in first, like it or not.

* ngee ann poly fms mcm
* t102/t107/t203/t208
* ahscds.npkfc
* scorpio.snake
* 10 nov 89
sparkling_rain89@hotmail.com

www.flickr.com

This is a Flickr badge showing public photos from quanrung_alexis. Make your own badge here.

* 52kg
* celebtrim
* black havaianas flip flops
* shooting star tattoo
* tongue piercing
* fake eyelashes & glue
* escada pacific paradise perfume
* missha waterproof liquid eyeliner
* kickboxing competition
* GPA of 3.5 and above
* hydroxycut slimming pills from GNC
* part-time job! that pays at least $6/hr
* adidas handwrap
* off-shoulder top
* sony cyber-shot DSC-T10
* crumpler
* abercrombie top
* dorothy perkins black skinnies
* acoustic guitar
* black new future shorts
* incidence perfume
* green forest my home vcd/dvd
* destroyed jeans

* BEWITCHED eshop!
* ada
* adeline
* adora
* ahscds
* alexis
* alicia
* aloysius
* audrey
* brian
* carrie
* chiou huey
* don
* fiona
* frances
* grace
* huz
* jeanine weekenddesigner
* jing cheng
* jingyi
* joshua
* joyce
* kaiwen
* karmen
* liwei
* llb
* maoxian
* meiqian
* melody
* menghow
* miaolin
* mok teck ching
* nicholas
* npkfc
* patrick
* peikee
* puiyan
* ryouko
* sahira
* sam
* shanice
* sheereen
* sherlyn
* teck sheng
* tricia qp
* ujin
* valerie
* vera
* william
* xianjie
* yan yi
* yixiu
* yuxuan

May 2006June 2006July 2006August 2006September 2006October 2006November 2006December 2006January 2007February 2007March 2007April 2007May 2007June 2007July 2007August 2007September 2007October 2007November 2007December 2007

* blogger
* sxc
* vbrushes