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Monday, November 20, 2006
~ 11/20/2006 03:18:00 PM ~
sometimes, people should learn to look under the surface, don't you think?
and see what is REALLY there rather than what appears to be.
just because someone seems so happy doesn't really mean that they really are so.
it may be because they just don't wanna bring more misery to the people around them by showing their unhappiness.
i wanna be someone who listens more.
to look under the surface instead of being so superficial.

i'm not the kinda person who will show you i'm unhappy with the way you treat me/things directly, unless, that is, i really really dislike you.
maybe my subtle hints are really too indirect.
but still, shouldn't you be more observant about the feelings of those around you, rather than living in your own world?
maybe you don't realise it, but i feel so insignificant when i think over the way i'm being treated.
i've tried hard to be a good friend, maybe too hard, so it's turned out to be a one-sided effort on my part.
it's not that i'm difficult to please.
i get slightly happier whenever we talk, then there you go, tossing me aside once again.
yeah, i still try to smile and joke around as though nothing is wrong.
but time and again, being dumped so unceremoniously aside, drives the hurt deeper inside.
i feel our friendship sliding. down into the dark abyss.
i try to salvage it, but it's tiring me out.
maybe i should stop.
maybe it's not worth it, or is it?

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