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Sunday, November 05, 2006
~ 11/05/2006 09:27:00 PM ~
oh.. guess what?
i was like those last minute contestant... and am now taking part in the competition on friday.
fighting against a SINGAPOREAN though.. a malay silat girl.
still, it means i can skip school, YAY!
it's only that and the fact that i can get a team singapore jacket which's cheering me on.
i kinda feel that my seniors and other peers aren't really that into my joining the competition.
made me kinda depressed.
maybe i should have let frances join instead.
both frances and i wanted to take part in the comp, and both of us were like "anything la, if you don't want then i go lor".
but when the coach came in to ask, she just went "aiya, anything, let alexis join lor".
still, she seemed pissed at me after that.
i guess she should have joined, she's trained longer than i have.
and her whip's good too.
although i do have taekwondo base, it's been sucha long time since i've trained for tkd.
i really really wonder if i did the right thing.
maybe i'm just being too sensitive, but i really feel that ujin and others think that frances should have joined instead of me.
and this is what's pressuring me.
although the coach said not to stress ourselves out, and just treat it as any other sparring session..
i cant.
i've got to prove them wrong.
i've got to prove that i have frances's standard, or better.

wish me luck.
i think i need it badly.
though one of the coaches said my punches and kicks are pretty heavy..
i think he's just boosting our confidence...
it worked.. for that point in time.
now, after lotsa thinking, i know it's not true.
dammit. i hope i won't stress myself too much and screw this up, as i did to my speech.
everything seems to be going against me recently.

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