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Saturday, November 04, 2006
~ 11/04/2006 12:15:00 AM ~
DAMNIT. i screwed up the only module i thought i'd be moderately decent at.
had the first assessed speech for speech com today..
and of all times, i had to screw up TODAY.
i have never ever done so badly for public speaking before.
hell, i was tons better on my first time in primary one.
really had no idea what happened to me.
it's not like i'm a freaking noob at public speaking, it's not like i had no bloody experience. so why, of all times, did i have to screw up now?
i've lived 10 years of my life being on the stage, whether it's acting or public speaking or story telling. but this was the first time my mind just went totally blank!
in my entire well, 2.5min speech, i think i paused for like a gazillion times with each time longer than the last.
and 40% of my speech was forgotten.
i did what cordelia wanted, gave a strong intro and a good ending, but hell, why did i have to forget it!?
i jumped straight from mid first paragraph all the way to the 3rd paragraph.
and in the subsequent ones, many points were left out.
okay, so maybe i just memorised my script in the morning, but i'm sure many others did that as well. so why could they make their speech calmly and i just had to freeze up? it's so unlike me. i think i'm going crazy.

argh. anyway, on a lighter note.
had training at san cheen do (kallang) just now..
though it was only around an hour plus cuz *cough* SOME PEOPLE *cough* were late... =)) it was still plenty of fun!!
i can't wait for sunday's training!
whee~

p.s.
OH. guess what. i think my freaking tongue piercing just like closed on me! took it out today so i could enunciate better for speech com (which ended up sucky eventually), and now i can't poke the stud back in! was like rotating it and poking here and there, but it just WON'T go in! help!!! now my tongue hurts from me attempting to force the stud in SOMEWHERE.

DARN. today's so totally NOT my day. ARGH.

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