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Thursday, November 02, 2006
~ 11/02/2006 01:06:00 AM ~
bday's only like.. 8 days away.
for some reason, i don't feel as excited as i should be..
it just seems like any other day, with nothing much to look forward to.
what makes it so special?
other than it being the day i made my appearance into this world, it is of no significance to anyone else.
hmm don't mind me.
i'm just feeling kinda moody today, for some unknown reason.
i think it's the contemplating of so many stuff recently that led to this.
seriously, sometimes i think it's best not to think about things at all.
at least then, life's easier, with happiness dominating.

on the other hand, it could be the stress i guesS?
there's kickboxing tomorrow and friday.. and maybe on sat and sun too.
and there's our first assessed speech on friday too, which i have not started on.
i have no idea whether to go for training, and rush my speech at night, or just skip training and do the speech (though i'll probably get distracted by other stuff).
i realised that people who put pressure on themselves get stressed out easily, as is what's happening to me.
i used to think that as long as i can scrap past exams and such, it'd be fine, and i'd be happy.
somehow, something's changed now.
i wanna be the top 3 in both studies and kickboxing competitions.
the studying part is kinda difficult, i don't have the freaking discipline to just plant my ass somewhere and just study, or do homework.
as for kickboxing, i'm starting to wonder if i have the talent in that.
val and chiouhuey and brian were commenting on the choosing of representatives for the upcoming competition in november.
and they are right..
some people may train for a year, and because they have the talent, they'd excel in it already. others may train for 10years and still be mediocre, cuz of the lack of talent.
am i the latter?

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