had sports camp gl training tday!
after i missed the last one. oops.
anyway, i'm quite glad no one told me my hair sucks, blatantly.
PHEW.
but i think their PT really damn slack la!
AND THEY DIDN'T DO WARM UPS!
MY MUSCLES WERE LIKE FREAKING STIFF.
for a start, we ran 2 rounds around the track.
and did some very basic PT of push-ups and crunches, then jumping jacks.
after which we ran for a.. CAMPUS RUN.
or maybe i should call it brisk walking instead.
HAHA. it was seriously horrendous.
had to run at a pace which i would be WALKING, and watch out in case i stepped on the person in front of me.
and every few seconds, we stopped once.
i nearly banged into the person in front of me like countless times man.
=.=
oh.. but after the run/walk.. we played a really fun game of captain's ball, with a banana instead!
HAHA. u should have seen how the banana got all squished up.
eew.
and for some grps, what they ended up playing with was a part of the banana's skin halfway through the game.
lol!
oh, and i have to say, some dragonboat guys are seriously UNGENTLEMANLY.
they just go rushing and banging into you while playing la!
like wtf.
and one of them was soooo competitive.
like HELLO? this is just a game.
we're here to HAVE FUN. WINNING is not necessary.
then again, the winner had to do a FORFEIT.
hahaha! never heard of sucha thing before. but it was rather new and entertaining though.

OH YA!
i realised i digressed from my original plan to come online.
was supposed to do research for my CONT issues essay due tmr.
tata guys~

HAPPY BDAY SEL!

happy birthday to u,
happy birthday to u,
happy birthday to selwyn,
happy birthday to u!

HAHA. u're no longer 16 hor.. so cannot keep saying that u're still 16 anymore!
anyway, do be happy alright?
don't keep thinking about miserable stuff and getting yourself all depressed.
=))
alrightey. i'm off~

went for my last training tday before my extremely long 2weeks break.
ANYWAY, here's a little sneak peek of peggy while she's trying to dig some tendon or sth from the mutton bone marrow soup we drank outta her teeth.
(frances suggested for me to put it on my blog, so don't kill me if you see this, pegs! HAHA. blame frances!)























so unglam, right! tsk tsk.. look at our ah ma setting a bad eg for us.

oh, quote of the day: everyone wants to be the winner in any competition. the ultimate winner is the one who's most prepared, most determined, and most confident.
~ from our coach tday. HAHA. i found it very true, and somehow it meant quite a bit to me.

just came back from the sinseh.. and ARGH.
he said i gotta stop training for 2 weeks.
hopefully it's REALLY 2 weeks la.
then gotta go see him at least twice a week.
to stabilize the damn bone that refuses to stay in place.
apparently if i don't make sure it recovers now, my entire left leg will go numb and i won't be able to lift it up if the condition worsens.
how nice.
thank goodness only stop for 2 weeks man.
though i prolly won't be able to catch up after that.
dammit.

appreciate what you have.
you have friends around you supporting you, yet you refuse to see it.
condemning yourself with every word, how do you think we feel?
your emo-ness is getting to us all.
we try to console you, to cheer u up and all, but you refuse to take it in.
instead, you think all that we're saying are lies.
we wanna help u, but how can we manage that if you don't help yourself?

sometimes things you say are really scary.
wanting to catch the bus and all.
if everyone does that whenever they're down, the world will probably not have anyone left.
hell, if i were like that, i'd probably not be here today.
did you know that i tried killing myself once? when i was in sec 1.
at least you now have friends here, supporting you.
when i was depressing then, my supposed bestie, beloved dearest joyce, left me to my own devices because she didn't want to talk to "a depressed me until i came to my senses".
maybe that's why i have learnt to treasure life now.
so please, treasure yours and live it to the fullest.
it's not worth it to even think of catching the bus for one small tiny setback in life.
it may seem that the entire world is against you now, that you're all alone.
but you aren't. alright?
so please open your eyes and look around you.
don't be stuck in your narrow point of view.
look at others and understand them as well.
you'll then understand why they are how they are and such.
you aren't the only one with problems here, we have our individual problems and issues to deal with too.
we're able to put them aside to cheer you up, why can't you clear some of the lodged unhappiness in your heart and really look at the world in colour, rather than your black and white?

life's REALLY not as bad as you think it is.
i can see you going "that's what you THINK" again, but hey, i'm telling the truth.
but no, your perception of life is not reality.
if life's really filled with downs, and no ups, what the hell is life for?
you've heard of the phrase "life is filled with ups and downs", and it's totally true.
the downs are for us to learn from them. fall, and climb back up.
with these lessons learnt, can we really appreciate the ups, appreciate the people around us. APPRECIATE LIFE.

so please cheer up soon, alright? =))

i think this is like.. my third post today. but heck.
i seriously hate it when people act as a know-it-all, answering stuff with FAKE conviction, and turn out wrong eventually.
it's totally dumb.
what they do is just prove how stupid they actually are, but yet try to cover it up.
HELLO? some of us can see through it, alright?
and what's worse is that sometimes they put others down in order to prove their supposed intelligence.
*SNORT*
oh please, get a life.
expand your knowledge database before trying to prove your mental capacity.

HA. am at the atrium now.
there was this cockroach crawling on the big steps.. if you get what i mean.
and all of us wimpy idiots were shrieking like nuts.
AND THERE WAS THIS GIRL FROM THE BA SCHOOL.. sitting there at the BA comm booth.
she just went up and stomped on the cockroach!
OMG. she's our saviour la!
*falls in love*
she's my idol now man!

anyway, we had our practice speech just now.
and just as i expected, it seemed like it was back to my first speech again.
was shaking before i went up, and my whole body was shaking like f*ck while i was speaking.
never ever felt like that before, it was REALLY terrifying man.
although cordelia said i was good, and spoke with lotsa confidence and yada.
i figure she's probably just consoling me.
i've gotta buck up.
and do well for this module, or.. heck.
i've gotta do well this semester.
MUST ACHIEVE MY TARGET OF GPA 3.5 AND ABOVE.

LOL!
i saw this post on menghow and me on the channel u forum!
AHHH
hahahaha!















GOT PEOPLE ADMIRE US LEH!
whee~
am so high now
HAHA
brought me back from my kinda down mood just now.
YAY

LOL. i'm sitting outside level 8 radio classroom on the benches near the toilet.
and there's this group of mcm guys sitting here too.
have no idea which year they're from though.
and they were changing topics and landed on "ALEXISonfire" on jeremy's blog!
the link to my blog, yeah.
HAHA. and one went:
"Alex is on fire or what?"
and the others went "Alexis, the name's alexis".
and continued on.
little did they realise the alexis in question was sitting just beside them.
LOL. nearly burst out laughing la.
HAHAHA! while trying to cover up my hair, that is.
oh, for those who haven't seen my disastrous haircut...
here's a pic of it.
so stop pulling my hat off in public!


















i'm really wondering if the $100 they paid me was worth getting this nooby hair which puts me back to my previous status as a pufferfish.
what's worse is the extremely slow growth rate of this hair of mine. RA!
really really dread going for kickboxing and sports camp GL training with this yucky hair.
ARGHH!
only thing i like is the colour they dyed for me!
my hair's kinda shiny now. haha! looks healthier than before and is softer and smoother.
and at least it's nicer to the touch now! ;)

I'M HUNGRY.
and getting immensely grouchy.
RA!!!!!!!

LOL!
joshua just saw my pic from the 7-11 show on a forum!
take a look!
oh, if you don't realise, u gotta click it, it's a LINK.
gosh.
it's kinda exciting leh! HAHA. like so famous like that...
i'm on my road to stardom.. and maybe next time... *continues dreaming*
but kns man. they posted this pic which i looked so nutsy..... oh wait, i was retarded through the whole show. argh.
HAHA.
alright. i'm so high today.
sleepy though. =S

sometimes, people should learn to look under the surface, don't you think?
and see what is REALLY there rather than what appears to be.
just because someone seems so happy doesn't really mean that they really are so.
it may be because they just don't wanna bring more misery to the people around them by showing their unhappiness.
i wanna be someone who listens more.
to look under the surface instead of being so superficial.

i'm not the kinda person who will show you i'm unhappy with the way you treat me/things directly, unless, that is, i really really dislike you.
maybe my subtle hints are really too indirect.
but still, shouldn't you be more observant about the feelings of those around you, rather than living in your own world?
maybe you don't realise it, but i feel so insignificant when i think over the way i'm being treated.
i've tried hard to be a good friend, maybe too hard, so it's turned out to be a one-sided effort on my part.
it's not that i'm difficult to please.
i get slightly happier whenever we talk, then there you go, tossing me aside once again.
yeah, i still try to smile and joke around as though nothing is wrong.
but time and again, being dumped so unceremoniously aside, drives the hurt deeper inside.
i feel our friendship sliding. down into the dark abyss.
i try to salvage it, but it's tiring me out.
maybe i should stop.
maybe it's not worth it, or is it?

hey guys!
lol catch me on the 7-11 game show tmr (monday) on channel u~
though it's crappy, but im on tv eh!
show some support ya?
haha.
8pm on channel u, or if you cant make it then, the repeat telecast is also tmr (monday) 12mn.

i don't know why i still bother trying when you obviously don't care.

good friends... only online?
kinda like those web-pals huh?
we never seem to talk much face-to-face when we see each other.
or maybe it's just that i'm a lousy conversation partner?
tell me that then.
now i understand why my dad says chatting online too much kinda ruins interpersonal communication.
it's always me making the effort trying to talk to u face-to-face.
am now wondering if it's worth it.
afterall, i am quite insignificant, right?

you know... sometimes you just feel irritated with the world in general?
sometimes u just feel like snapping at every single person who disturbs u?
yes, that's exactly how i've been feeling these few days.
wonder why though.
everything seems to be getting on my nerves recently.
RA!
maybe it's all the late nights and early mornings.
and the dry cough i have is NOT helping either, considering the fact that it's disturbing my sleep.
hmm i don't see the point in this post.
think i should stop and listen to writcom instead.
sigh.
*wants to go home to her cosy bed*

know what i dislike most?
people stressing me out.
i have enough stress coming from myself.
i don't need others adding on to the pressure.
and and, if you guys want me to do the work, gimme free reign to do it by MY schedule.
don't pressurize me or what you'll get is slipshod/low quality work.
get.that.into.your.head.

sometimes, the immaturity of guys really amazes me.
was on the train just now, and this poly guy was talking to his friend on the phone.
apparently his friend is from tp biomed or something.
so the conversation i caught snatches of went something like that,
"WAH. means u see dead people before ah, so cool!"
"it's like those one minute alive, next minute dead kind? I ALSO WANNA SEE, NEVER SEE BEFORE!"
"so you go into operating theatre already ah, walao, so fun, can see people die, i also want la"
"you only go operating theatre for 2 months plus then see 2 people die already? so fun! hopefully every month can see 1 person die la. then 3 months 3 people"
"you think if now change course, is it too late?"

hello?
is seeing people die really such a fascinating thing?
how about he dies and people just stand by one side and ogle at him dying?
i was practically glaring at him man.
it's sad enough that people are dying ON THE OPERATING TABLE, and not peacefully at home or something. he wants more to die like that for his pleasure?
AND AND he wants to watch them die?
*snorts into his face*
maybe next time when he's dying whoever watches him pass away should videotape it down, then burn it or something so he can watch it in the nether world.
wouldn't he just love seeing HIMSELF die?
i can just imagine the pleasure and interest he would have in it, eh?

anyway, we had cont issues just now.
it was basically a VERY free period.
she gave us 2 hours to come up with posts on V for Vendetta for the discussion board.
and because i didn't have to sit there and listen to her drone on and on, i had lotsa fun!
haha.
decided that i quite like cont issues.
cuz we could "debate" via the discussion board.
and made me use my brain! which has kinda gone rusty after months of unuse.
writing so much today has made me realised that i kinda miss writing.
it's been eons since i've really wrote anything substantial.
HMM.

haha i got a cake again today from the class!
am so gonna get fat man..
but anyway, thanks dears.
u guys rock!
and thanks for the escada perfume and card too!
=))

closing ceremony for the competition yesterday.
after which peggy purple ujin cheryl junxiang frances and i went to watch STEP UP!
man... it's so so nice!
haha. all of us felt like dancing after watching the movie.
ah wells, here are some pics from the closing ceremony!



















first up, my rather undeserved medal. haha. but i'm still quite happy there's a MEDAL to remember this by. since there's no jacket. RA! to the organisers. cheapskate meanies. want us to fight but don't even wanna spare some money to make jackets for us. it was SO SO embarrassing la. all the countries had their nicey nice jackets and we were so sloppy in our ugly blue "the 2nd world kuoshu all styles championship tournament" t-shirt. *SNORT*




















while getting the prize. i felt so so embarrassed la. look at the U.S. lady who got third. she's prolly pro-er than me. HAHA. the winner was prolly wondering why the finals like so much easier to fight than the elimination round.





















my pretty, muscular and pro opponent wimme! but she doesn't look as pretty as she is in the pic though. hmm i shall aspire to be like her! haha oh she's from FRANCE btw..



















with ujin's opponent. from south africa. i think he's quite cute! wanted to take with this U.S.A guy who's like OMG *faints* kinda cute.. but he wasn't around for the closing ceremony! =(( BAH!



















this brazillian guy who's junxiang's idol. haha apparently he k.o. ed opponent or sth. frances took countless of pics with him la! cuz she thought he's cute. and was blushing and went on a high after he INITIATED a hug with her. *winkz*



















us with 2 of the international referrees. they are a hell lot better than spore ones la.. so what does this tell us? spore kinda sucks.




















np kickboxers with the grandmaster




















dontcha think this fist trophy is so nice? haha ujin wanted to buy one la. =.=

ah well, that's about it i guess. am too lazy to post all up. and tired after training!
oh and and! i've come up with an exercising schedule for "QUANRUNG.ALEXIS'S QUEST TO GAIN MUSCLES". haha! though i'll probably only stick to it for a week or so.

P.S.
THOSE WHO HAVEN'T CAUGHT STEP UP, DO SO QUICK! IT'S DAMN NICE!

WHEE~ as u guys probably know, tday was the day of my bday and first competition!
needless to say tday was great!
haha. oh i got trashed in the competition though.
as in.. really REALLY trashed.
haha! still, it was very very fun!
decided to train hard so i'll get as muscular as my opponent.
i just LOVE her body man.
not to mention her mesmerizing eyes.
haha, was staring into it while she was whacking me and thinking "man, her eyes are NICE".

okay, details of BEFORE the match. people who aren't interested can skip this part la.
HAHA
well, so being the blur person i was, i was just slacking behind and watching purple and cheryl warm up.
then purple was like "hey.. think u may be fighting soon, come warm up with us!"
so i went to get my handwraps and such..
when i went to my seat, i saw this malay girl, who was in match 37 fighting.
being relieved, i messaged peggy saying that i still have 10 more matches before my turn!
and well well, who would have guessed, right after that message, the announcer went "LOO QUAN RUNG OF BOUT 48, PLEASE COME AND REPORT NOW"
by that time, i think the match 37 were in their last 15secs of so of fighting.
needless to say, i panicked. freaked out. went into hysteria. yeah, u get the point, yea?
haha, i went screaming to ujin purple and cheryl behind.
and just rushed out la.
okay. for the rest of the info, come to me and i'll tell u LIVE of how i got trashed.
HAHAHAA.
it was damn fun la actually, thinking back.
and i didn't regret joining the comp!
think i learnt a hell lot today.
shall train hard for dec!
and for my opponent's muscles.
*whistles*
oh. anyway.. for the other matches.. ujin got 2nd! and junxiang got first! and purple won! whee~ see! we are not bad right?
so people, JOIN KICKBOXING!!
*starts psychoing*

oh. so after the entire competition for today ended, we went to eat.
and nicey nice peggy and joyce went to get a cake for me!
and frances ujin junxiang purple peggy and joyce celebrated for me.
HAHA.
pictures!

















junxiang aka sissyBOY. he's the burger KING.


















from left: purple, peggy me, joyce, frances!


















don't u think i really look like a pufferfish in this pic?
HAHA with puffed-out cheeks and whatnot.


















i got CREAMED. twice. this is the milder version of it though.
probably gonna get pimples tomorrow.
oh, but peggy got creamed too! by me! and joyce by peggy!
LALALA~
we didn't manage to cream ujin though.
*sigh*
next time, i promise.
u won't get away so easily. haha
anyway, i want the pic we took at republic poly!
ujin send it to me okay!
=)) thanks!

well well, a short post before i go off to bed.
gotta wake at 5am tmr. *snort*
terence (the manager at san cheen do or something) just called me.
and guess what he said.
apparently cuz there're 3 people in my weight cat tmr..
so first, a singaporean will fight with this UK woman..
then after that, the winner will fight wimme!
OMG!
i hope it's not those manly kinda UK woman.
i'll just FAINT from horror there and then.
HAHA
alright.
gnite guys

weighing tomorrow!
i hope i don't go over the category man..
*hyperventilates*

well well well, guess what?
i think i strained my right ankle.
haha.
cuz i got a blister from sunday's training on my right sole... so was trying to "take care" of it by not stepping down too hard.
and i strained my right ankle in the process.
*snort* nevermind, shall go get an ankle guard later.
can't wait for radio to end so i can go meet peggy to see the sinseh before training.
decided it would be better to let the sinseh take a look at it before the competition, since my back's getting kinda stiff again. like got this bone stuck at the bottom of the spine.
HMM.

oh. we had to present someone else's radio script in front of the class just now.
i nearly died from nervousness before my turn!
now don't go rolling your eyes and asking why the hell i'm so nervous.
u've never screwed up, so u'd never know.
think, from someone who's never screwed up at speeches before, to screwing up so badly recently.
do you think the feeling's very nice?
it's even worse than those who are nervous habitually.
now, it's the kinda "omg, my first speech" kinda nervousness, PLUS fear of screwing up once again.
ah whatever. doubt anyone will understand unless u've been through it too.
let me give u a summary of what it's like.
imagine, u go on stage to act/give speeches at least once a year since primary 1, and twice a year since secondary school.
now, suddenly, at freaking 17 years of age, you suddenly don't live up to your expectations.
how does it feel?

ARGH.
okay.
shall return to doing my radio template.
till we meet again~

oh.. guess what?
i was like those last minute contestant... and am now taking part in the competition on friday.
fighting against a SINGAPOREAN though.. a malay silat girl.
still, it means i can skip school, YAY!
it's only that and the fact that i can get a team singapore jacket which's cheering me on.
i kinda feel that my seniors and other peers aren't really that into my joining the competition.
made me kinda depressed.
maybe i should have let frances join instead.
both frances and i wanted to take part in the comp, and both of us were like "anything la, if you don't want then i go lor".
but when the coach came in to ask, she just went "aiya, anything, let alexis join lor".
still, she seemed pissed at me after that.
i guess she should have joined, she's trained longer than i have.
and her whip's good too.
although i do have taekwondo base, it's been sucha long time since i've trained for tkd.
i really really wonder if i did the right thing.
maybe i'm just being too sensitive, but i really feel that ujin and others think that frances should have joined instead of me.
and this is what's pressuring me.
although the coach said not to stress ourselves out, and just treat it as any other sparring session..
i cant.
i've got to prove them wrong.
i've got to prove that i have frances's standard, or better.

wish me luck.
i think i need it badly.
though one of the coaches said my punches and kicks are pretty heavy..
i think he's just boosting our confidence...
it worked.. for that point in time.
now, after lotsa thinking, i know it's not true.
dammit. i hope i won't stress myself too much and screw this up, as i did to my speech.
everything seems to be going against me recently.

DAMNIT. i screwed up the only module i thought i'd be moderately decent at.
had the first assessed speech for speech com today..
and of all times, i had to screw up TODAY.
i have never ever done so badly for public speaking before.
hell, i was tons better on my first time in primary one.
really had no idea what happened to me.
it's not like i'm a freaking noob at public speaking, it's not like i had no bloody experience. so why, of all times, did i have to screw up now?
i've lived 10 years of my life being on the stage, whether it's acting or public speaking or story telling. but this was the first time my mind just went totally blank!
in my entire well, 2.5min speech, i think i paused for like a gazillion times with each time longer than the last.
and 40% of my speech was forgotten.
i did what cordelia wanted, gave a strong intro and a good ending, but hell, why did i have to forget it!?
i jumped straight from mid first paragraph all the way to the 3rd paragraph.
and in the subsequent ones, many points were left out.
okay, so maybe i just memorised my script in the morning, but i'm sure many others did that as well. so why could they make their speech calmly and i just had to freeze up? it's so unlike me. i think i'm going crazy.

argh. anyway, on a lighter note.
had training at san cheen do (kallang) just now..
though it was only around an hour plus cuz *cough* SOME PEOPLE *cough* were late... =)) it was still plenty of fun!!
i can't wait for sunday's training!
whee~

p.s.
OH. guess what. i think my freaking tongue piercing just like closed on me! took it out today so i could enunciate better for speech com (which ended up sucky eventually), and now i can't poke the stud back in! was like rotating it and poking here and there, but it just WON'T go in! help!!! now my tongue hurts from me attempting to force the stud in SOMEWHERE.

DARN. today's so totally NOT my day. ARGH.

you know... i seriously wonder what it is with those old men who swing their arms really vigorously while walking.
they aren't really OLD la, old ones aren't as bad..
it's the MIDDLE-AGED ones that are the pervs.
do they really think we are that dense we wouldn't know to keep away from them while they go swing-swing-swinging?
like hello?
reality check!
FEMALES nowadays can stand up for themselves okay.
aren't as dumb as before when they get pawed "accidentally" and don't realise.
do they really think we are afraid of making a scene if we get molested?
BAH! dream on babey....
keep those swinging arms to yourself, perverts.
go home and wank or something if you are really THAT horny.
*snorts*

SELWYN IS A MEANIE!! =((
while doing work with him i got abused like some.. erhm... filipino maid, well, thai maid in my case.
i guess my brain prolly has a hole in it or something, considering how he drilled his knuckles into my forehead.
i can already feel a dent forming.
oh and he drew on my hand too!
think my right hand's gonna rot off due to all the erhm... poison from the ink!
RA! to you!
oh, peggy is another big bully.
even while im typing this she's still holding on to my left hand and drawing a ring (or so she claims) on my index finger.
i think my iq dropped like 50 or something today, what with sel n pegs whacking my head.
*stamps feet n wails*









































evidence of that old witch bullying me! *roar*

bday's only like.. 8 days away.
for some reason, i don't feel as excited as i should be..
it just seems like any other day, with nothing much to look forward to.
what makes it so special?
other than it being the day i made my appearance into this world, it is of no significance to anyone else.
hmm don't mind me.
i'm just feeling kinda moody today, for some unknown reason.
i think it's the contemplating of so many stuff recently that led to this.
seriously, sometimes i think it's best not to think about things at all.
at least then, life's easier, with happiness dominating.

on the other hand, it could be the stress i guesS?
there's kickboxing tomorrow and friday.. and maybe on sat and sun too.
and there's our first assessed speech on friday too, which i have not started on.
i have no idea whether to go for training, and rush my speech at night, or just skip training and do the speech (though i'll probably get distracted by other stuff).
i realised that people who put pressure on themselves get stressed out easily, as is what's happening to me.
i used to think that as long as i can scrap past exams and such, it'd be fine, and i'd be happy.
somehow, something's changed now.
i wanna be the top 3 in both studies and kickboxing competitions.
the studying part is kinda difficult, i don't have the freaking discipline to just plant my ass somewhere and just study, or do homework.
as for kickboxing, i'm starting to wonder if i have the talent in that.
val and chiouhuey and brian were commenting on the choosing of representatives for the upcoming competition in november.
and they are right..
some people may train for a year, and because they have the talent, they'd excel in it already. others may train for 10years and still be mediocre, cuz of the lack of talent.
am i the latter?

man.. i'm like so disappointed.
don't think that i'll have a chance to take part in the upcoming november international martial arts competition.
cuz singapore's only sending 2 people for each category.
and i only have like freaking 6months or less experience in kickboxing (although i had to write 2years on the application form cuz only then will i be able to have a chance).. hell, don't you think the chance of me being chosen is very slim?
and i have NO idea why so few people are joining.
from what i know, for one of the male categories, there are only 4 competitors la.
I REALLY WANNA JOIN THE COMP!
it would be such good exposure, fighting against martial arts exponents from different countries such as brazil, south africa and whatnot.
although i was worried that i would just go there and get beaten to pulp or worse, k.o.ed.
but hey, all this (blood) and sweat is part of the learning journey.
at least then, i'd have had taken part in the competition.
now, with only 2 people in the whole country who're gonna get chosen to join for each category... my chance is like near negligible or hey, even negative.
sigh. so i'd have to wait until the end of year san shou competition.
though they say it'd be a pretty big event, with ministers and such being in the audience, but still, it'd be nothing like the international one...!
ARGH.

oh on a lighter note, i have a very nice loose jaw from sparring just now.
can't really open my mouth wide.
joyce's punches are like damn powerful!
and so are her push kicks. nearly puked when we were training her push kicks la.
but i'm erhm... (happy) cuz she got a swollen and (we think) slightly displaced knee cap from one of my kicks too.
so we're.... even.
well, not really, since joyce forbade me to kick her head/face and told me not to punch her face hard.
so that meant that all my punches stopped an inch before hitting her, cuz was worried that me, being unable to control my strength, would just ram my fist into her face.
therefore, being disallowed from doing so many things, sparring wasn't as fun as it should have been for me. HAHA.
couldn't even feel much adrenaline rush. =((
haha still, she can't stand straight or climb stairs la the poor girl!
hope she's alright.
HAHA. wanted to help her massage it, but she accused me of trying to break her knee instead. =((
i'm not okay you silly woman.
ah wells, take care and hope ur knee gets better soon!
otherwise u dunid to go for volleyball on thurs already!

and i'm like writing this on the train.
went to eat supper with some of the kickboxing people and found out stuff about some of them that i didn't know!
like how 2 of my seniors can see ghosts.
i think they're like so damn poor thing.
imagine seeing such stuff at the most unexpected moments.
i'll probably faint each time i see them la.
OH YEA.
they said that both the canteen 1 toilets, male and female, are haunted.
so people, don't go in alone alright?
we won't want anything to happen to you guys!

oh and for some reason, i've been thinking alot about the past recently.
*snorts* thinking back about how i was last time, and the mistakes i made, i'm pretty glad to say i've matured.
i'm gratified the old me who spewed vulgarities like nobody's business, and who picked fights with practically everyone is gone..
and in her place, a slightly more feminine (HAHA) and happier person.
of course, i have different flaws now.. but i think they aren't as bad as before already!

okay, enough. nite people

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