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Sunday, October 15, 2006
~ 10/15/2006 07:59:00 PM ~
okay okay. enough already. so i don't live up to your expectations.
hell, your expectations of me are so freaking high.
no matter what i do, it's never enough.
all you care about is just YOUR feelings, have you ever thought of mine?
have you ever thought about what the effects of your negative comments of me and of others are to me?
it's always "why didn't you....", it's never been "oh you did this, great!".
just get the fuck off my back, okay?
no matter what you just aren't pleased with me, huh?
first it was "poly, why poly...?! jc is much.. yada yada"
then it was "kickboxing?! so tomboy.. later all the bruises and yada yada"
FUCK OFF LA.
i know what i'm doing okay. the things i do as told are never praised or recognised, my faults however, seem magnified.
do you think you are oh-so-perfect with no faults?
the faults you see in me are the exact mirror image of yours - my bad temper, my attitude problem, me not answering you when you talk to me.
don't these seem familiar? if they don't, you need a self-reflection much much better than me.
so get the hell off my back and leave me alone.

you don't even bother to find out my views about stuffs.. and when i say something that's different from how you feel, you get all argumentative.
AND YOU SAY I LIKE TO PICK QUARRELS.
oh look who's talking.
AH FUCK. I HAVE SO MUCH TO SAY TO YOUR FREAKING FACE.
BUT NO CHANCES.
just.STOP.your.meddling.
this is my life - if i screw it up, which i'm very sure i won't, it's my problem to deal with.

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